r.a.r.e.l.y.m.i.n.e: January 2010

31 January 2010

lulus

yey!

all d best!

alhamdulillah diriku telah lulus ujian berkomputer

nantikan untuk next scedule :)

26 January 2010

new born

alhamdulillah.

ku bertambah seorang lagi anak buah

yang terbaeknya baby boy.

farihin suda mempunyai adik untuk berteman.

semalam tanggal 25.01.2010 jam 10.30pm my sis berjaya melahirkan

seorang baby boy

pada jam 10.30pm

seberat 3.9 kg

sangat ku xsabar untuk melihat kehadiran orang baru d dalam family ini.

wait yer baby.

i'll be there and capture ur picture and will be up load as soon as possible.

aunty jue again' :)

.teruja.

25 January 2010

bersungguh

.bersungguh.

location : Taman Tasik Titiwangsa

ke arah hadapan.

membina sesuatu yang belum pasti

mencari ilmu melebarkan seluas luasnya.

ya ku cuba ke arah sepertu insan laen

meneruskan sesuatu yang tidak pasti.

tetapi yang pastinya segalanya harus d perjuangkan.

demi matlamat diri ku dia dan keluarga.

demi mengelakkan segala prasangka yang tidak normal

yang cuba dan sentiasa untuk menghuraikan sejalin ikatan.

ku bersyukur

ku insan terpilih.

ku melalui cubaan.

setiap yang terjadi punyai hikmah yang mendalam

dan setiap hikmah itu DIA ciptakan untuk kita mencari 'sebab'

kerana setiap sebab itu lah jawapan.

no one is perfect.

no one is lucky to escape from the mistake.

no one.

remember we all d same.

just the type of solved is to much diff.

.love and care.

23 January 2010

Pretending
Love is a flame that can't be tamed
And though we are its willing prey,
my darling
We are not the ones to blame
Trust is a word all lovers know
The glorious art of staining souls,
my darling
We are not the ones to blame
The more we have the more we want
And the more it hurts our hearts, my baby
It always ends up in tears
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it's alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending It's alright
When doubts arise the game begins
The one we will never win, my baby
It always ends up in tears...
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it's alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It's alright So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending it's alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It's alright Love is a flame that can't be tamed
And though we are its willing prey, my darling
We are not the ones to blame

22 January 2010

penghulu segala hari

.jumaat.

alhamdulillah segala berjalan lancar.

segala rutin harian ku dalam keadaan terkawal.

waktu ku d habiskan dengan melihat keindahan gambar dari blogger yang laen.

yang pastinya ku suda tertarik.

suda lama ku pendam dan bila d asah semakin ku membuak² untuk melangkah ke hoby yg terpendam.

tapi bagi ku segala nya akan menjadi kenyataan bila ku suda mengecapi apa yang ku impikan.

sesuatu yang kita mahu harus kita usahakan.

barulah menghasilkan sesuatu yang d impikan.

melangkah ke arah yang baru bagi menghasilkan sesuatu yang baru.

* tercipta *

21 January 2010

hilang

semangat

semangat yang dulu hadir dengan megah nya entah hilang bersama hujan.hujan yg turun.

kekuatan

kekuatan yang pernah hadir suatu ketika dulu d selangi dengan kelemahan perasaan dan jatuh sehingga terciptanya deraian.

kepercayaan

kepercayaan xsemudah yang d sangka. ia datang dan ia juga pergi sekelip mata

keliru

keliru yang menguasi diri

perjanjian

perjanjian yang meninggalkan kesan

ketulusan

tulus.tulus. tuluskah d hati setiap insan.

20 January 2010

again'

come again'

all this nothin'

.i hate this to much.

kehidupan

.coretan ini untuk menguatkan semangat diri ku.

location : Melaka (kalaw xsilap la) dari kiri : k.nor,abg is, atuk , k.eda, abg heri

setiap org pasti tidak lari dari kesilapan

begitu jugak diri ku

yang lemah dari segala benda.

impikan yg terbaek untuk masa hadapan dan belum tentu yang d impikan itu berjaya ku tunaikan.

ya dan ku jua tidak berjaya untuk itu.

kelemahan mengatasi perbuatan ku.

terkadang juga setiap org tidak sama.

kamu minat itu ku pula minat ini.

kamu xsukakan cara itu ku pula suka kan cara ini.

persepction setiap orang d nilai tanpa ada pandangan dan perbincangan.

apa pun berdiri di atas kaki sendiri adalah yang terbaek.

.mymother family.

jadi bagun lah.

sedar lah

**tidak semua yg d impikan akan terlaksana. **

19 January 2010

bersukan

ku harus untuk menuju ke arah kesihatan.

setiap insan perlu untuk bersenam

bersenam perlu untuk setiap manusia

xbersenam maka kita keberatan

bila kita keberatan kita akan jadi malas

malas juga mempengaruhi segala aspek.

maka ku harus bersenam.

bersenam

demi kesihatan bersama.

jue.
u've too!
change myself
...

17 January 2010

sunday afternoon

hah.sekali lagi semalam ku menjejakkan kaki ke bumi seremban bersama ayah, kakak dan abg terchenta.

kami bergerak seawal 8.30am.

hendak d jadikan cerita pd pkul 8am baru ku terjaga dengan deringan telefon sista ku.

haih! selaju kilat ku menyiapkan diri.

alhamdullilah ku berjaya.hehe.

cam pecut marathon suda.

d dlm perjalanan ke seremban ku dan yg laen nya berperang sebentar.

masing² cuba menunjukkan kehebatan jln ini jalan itu.

sementara ku cuba menelefon adik ku

jue : ecah cepat la ciap.

cha : neh ngah ciap ni.sekarang hampa kat mna?

jue : da kt area seremban neh. cepat ek siap!

cha : oke.oke.

jue : bye!

tup! (tup tepon)

penin' suda.

pape pun kami berjaya mengharungi dan alhadulillah berjaya sampai menemui adik tersayang ku aishah.

dan kami sekeluarga bersarapan pagi d parkson (tenghari suda)

sampai d parkson suda no 'pasaraya'

kami menuju ke 1 utama. (betul ke tidak)

memborong segala barang untuk c kecil aishah ni.

then dalam 12 lebey kami menghantar cha pulang.

dan terus kami bergerak pulang bersama kenderaan.

1.10pm tghari kami selamat sampai d kuala lumpur.

* ssngat letih yg puas hati!

16 January 2010

mother

i've eat plenty of pizza today.
really nyumi.
then my stomach bein' full.
alhamdulillah.

mother.
d terminology of mother is sacrificed and cannot be judge.
for me 'mother' just like a worth and can't buy.

I wish I could tell you, Mom

how much you mean to me....
But there are no words to say
how much I admire you...
how much I appreciate you...
how much I thank you
for everything you've done.
Mom You've given me so much,
Love from your heart
and the warmth of your touch.
The gift of life and you're a friend to me.
We have a very Special Bond
which only comes from Allah S.W.t.
I'm sure you agree.
As a child I would say Mommy I Love You,
Now you're my Mother so dear
I love you even more
with each and every new year.
If I could had chosen,
I would have picked no other.
Than for you...to be my lifelong friend
and Precious Mother

no wonder i'll automatic hate some kind people who is never appricated what was mother done.

the hardships they bear in bringin' up a child could't same what we've done for our mother.

beneath, to much sacrified.

15 January 2010

.friday.

xsiapa dapat agak mengapa ku meminati akan .gamba.dan.edit.

bg ku ia adalah sangat indah.

yerp pada seteng yg tidak berminat mungkin ya ia nya tiada apa.

ari neh ku ke opis berserba serbi kan 'pink' atau nama manja nya merah jambu.

pelik.dulu nya ku agak tidak meminati akan si pink ini.

tp sekarang agak menjadi rutin ku melihat.

whatever la kan.

pape pun ku tetap dengan cara ku.

just sittin' then i was remmber my friends weddin' this 31 Jan 10 (razi)

i will go for him ceremony.

wishin' him.'congrat'

perkenalan.persahabatan

hati.budi

kekasih.cinta

perkahwinan.pasangan

love .forever

today my healty isn't good.

so i'll keep repeatedly goin' to toilet.

what a worst.

so what can i do is be relax.

.yes i can.

14 January 2010

petang

petang.

oke la ari ni ku kembali bekerja semula. bunyi sepertinya suda tertinggal lama. yes mungkin bg ku yg bekerja d dalam office. but alhamdulillah kerja d ofis suda ku habiskan dan juga xberapa kelam kabut. tp ku xpasti untuk 3 hari yg suda ku tinggal kan tu. ku memulakan perjalanan seawal 8.30 dan kenderaan yg bermundar mandir juga tidak berapa kelihatan. thanx suda melancarkan perjalanan ku d pagi ari. hadirnya tenghari ku sulami perut ku dgn nasi goreng cili padi bersalutkan telor dadar seperti .serupa nasi goreng pataya. cuma ini d dalam nya berlaenan. bersama teh o 'suam'. bersama yati dan k.anis kami selesaikan.alhamdulliah.kenyang suda.

photo : sekitar meja ofis ku.

sekilas ku teringatkan tentang kaen baju yg perlu ku siapkan sebelum menjelang bulan 2 ini. habes. mula berkecamuk. d setiawangsa tempat tinggal sendiri ku tidak mengenali sesiapa yg menjalankan perniagaan menjet baju. haih! tp sorg sahabat ku mengesyorkan kakak beliau. ya! ku try (tp ku xhantar) :|

sangat xserius. sekembali ku laa..yelaa..ku lum antar..hampeh!

oke tp ape yerp aktiviti yg hendak ku lancarkan ari ni.

mungkin bersuka ria sebentar d jusco.

.terdetik sebentar.

13 January 2010

abcent

just layan kan untuk sementara.
concert HIM.
*ADBFH*

oke! today nothin' much can i say.
i tottaly out.
hopes tomorrow everythin' become worth.
amin.

"I adore the despair in your eyes
I worship your lips once red as wine
And I crave for your scent sending shivers down my spine
And I just love the way you're running out of life"

~~lately :~~
.tired.
.sick.
.rethink.

.hungry.

i'm the one who get in d prob and i'm the one who get closed it
no posible
::only i understand::

nak tgk wayang.
haih! biler ntah.
layan..zzzz...

09 January 2010

weddin' sis aishah

all d best for her (sis aisha)

anyway a big congrat.

we knew each other since 6years ago.

but we still contac :D

and I'll be maid of honor on her weddin'.

kind nervous and addict

shes gave me cloth to make a dress

(",)

but today i just think about my village :D

i miss everything i leaved

balik kampung.balik kampung.balik kampung.

sambil lompat²

beshnye.

but it's just a dream only.

oke la.

**see next.**

08 January 2010

beutiful friday

friday

mornin' afternoon.

today i go to work like usual but it's rainin' outside.

really cool while waitin' rainin' stop.
.basah suda.
today i do my job with confident.
thank Allah.S.W.T

but today i'm not in d mood.
maybe I've somethings isn't settle.
herm. just because of request for an opinion, then she describe something what i don't mean for.
then let the stranger 'BIGGER' story in and let we become crushin'.
yeah it's was my fault maybe.
but d person please don't judge me like this.

yeah i admit that i don't have a lot of friends.
i don't know how to b d best for u.
sounds weird. I'd learn mistake from the mistaked i did and it's wrongly perception to my self.
hahaha i become crazy!

~~moral of d story :~~

from now, I'll never let people know about myself, my problem and my story just because i don't want get them trouble in my problem. I've put much respect on them. thanks.

07 January 2010

Time Is Running Out

Time Is Running Out

I think I'm drowning

Asphyxiated

I wanna break this spell

That you've created

You're something beautiful

A contradiction

I wanna play the game

I want the friction

You will be the death of me
You will be the death of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out

Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

I wanted freedom
Bound and restricted
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation

You'd never dream of
Breaking this fixation

You will squeeze the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground

You can't stop it screaming out

How did it come to this?
Ooooohh

You will suck the life out of me

Bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it

Our time is running out
Our time is running out

You can't push it underground

You can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?

Ooooohh

worried

aduhai.

bru ku trdgar mengenai excident one of my family.

but Thanks Allah S.W.T alhamdullilah he's oke.

and he need my help.

it's a hard for me but i must help him.

but what i scare is, if he's big bro know about all this.

he will more angry because he has put all trusted on him to take care of 'it' things.

if me also will be angry and highest temperature.

betray

u did

when d most we trust get near and betray me.

fuh! really awkward.

i din trust this actually but this is what was happen to me after all we was done together.

thin' might get worst.

what should i do.

keep or stay away.
hmm..

all d things that i was story to is actually d big mistake i did in my life.

i don't know if I've just done any big mistake and make u hurt.

but i just human bein' and never escape from the 'mistake'

and what else we learn from mistake.

i din mean it.

i try to away from this and now i did it.

sorry can be u truly anymore.

so betray me, yes u did it successfully.

awful dear.
p/s : thank you so much!

05 January 2010

afternoon

afternoon

hee :D nothing much today.
but ari neh ku terpikir seribu bahasa susa nye nak 'berlari'.
tersepit aku antara biarkan ataw pergi.
yes lah bak kate org only myself can make a change
without people help.
survive it.

sekarang ni notin' much i can do.
hanya d sakiti dan menanti utk seterusnya.
myself also can't understand what should i do.
even mmcm yg ku suda buat.
skrg ne xperlu mengharap.

ya! mungkin suatu ketika dulu aku pernah mengharap.

tp tidak sekarang.

i've tke a decision to 'keep'

coz what eva i done it's never work.

myheart is broken.

pelan² ku berubah

maaf wahai beliau.

u promise u never do it again.

but u not.

u did it again' like usual u done.

u din keep ur promise.

whom i'm in ur heart.