hati senang

muhasabah DIRI

whoa! what should i story

it's was nothin' actually

life just easy

their create it their build it

easy, such a balloon.

u fill it with air then u exploit it with a needle.

just like u treat nice to people.

so people will treat nice back too you.

so the conclusion is, being  nice is not a CRIME..

but it is a worship

Allah will love people that willing to help else people in no matter situation but just only for good thing.!

thank you! :)

life to cruel to know

long time a go

arg! i really dunno what was happens to me

it's was a long time i didn't write in here.

in my mind is 'unfair' 'bored' and 'cruel' 

that's all

i wish if it wasn't me

-_-

   

tasik biru

mengisi kekosongan

bersama yatie hari ni ku langkah kan kaki menuju ke sungai buluh.

cuma memerhatikan sebentuk rumah yang telah siap.

great.

we love it :)

comin' back

again!

wow..assalamualaikum..

okay sangat lama ku xmencoret DAIRY neh.

bukan ape. just sometime pkir should or should not i'm involve about my life at this paper.

tp bila fikir.just 4 my own self so it's okay.

today monday n was my blues day..

pendek kata hari mls aku.

tp aku gak baru pulang hari ni.

so excuse okay :D

from kl to terengganu-to taiping.

wow..

so long journey for me.

bersama my lil sis aishah, my lil bro firdaus,

aunty n father.

what a great day!

boley x bantu sy untuk membuat sesuatu dairy yg bernas..

-_____-'

hee..

that's all.

end.

Wish u were here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it


[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here

finally

kebenaran.

haha.

alhamdulillah.

hari ni dah merubah hidup aku.

amin.

syukur kepada Allah S.W.T

kuasa DIA.

♥ Allah SWT

i like to think

Colin scoot

i like to think that all of my problems

are just little peaces of who i am

whenever i get caught making faces

passing by people 

i don't feel ashamed

because u know that i will die happy

if its put a smile across your face 

since when u lose your self, u lose yourself

that's when u find out who u really are

it's when u lose yourself

u lose yourself that's when u find that sweet release

i talk to myself for a better conversation

cause what u are saying it don't make sense

i will not take your stupid prescriptions 

cause u cannot cure me 

only she can

i like to think that when u call me crazy

that maybe u're crazy

maybe crazier than me

since when u lose your self, u lose yourself

that's when u find out who u really are

it's when u lose yourself

u lose yourself that's when u find that sweet release

how do u take the life you been handed 

look to the sky so danged u been stranded 

how do u move in the trouble you've landed in

how do u find the place without worry

i need to get to her in a hurry

i need to make what once was blurry clear

how do u take the life you been handed 

look to the sky so danged u been stranded 

how do u move in the trouble you've landed in

it's when u lose your self, u lose yourself

that's when u find out who u really are

it's when u lose yourself

u lose yourself that's when u find that sweet release

I LIKE TO THINK

...

was type by me!

:)

addicted.

10 August 2011

6.15 am - 6.35 am

location : sweet home (mawar)

tagline : nothing last forever.

+FOCUS!+

kadang ku rasa  HIDUP terkini lebih bahagia 

ramadan Almubarak has changed me deeply.

alhamdulillah

smiling :D

12.44 am

bulan puasa nak dekat..

haa..

rasa mcm belum bersedia nih.

haiz.

seronok lak melayan lagu on d floor d tengah malam yg sunyi nih

so gamat la sikit.

:))

bulan puasa ni d beri kelonggaran untuk balik awal.

adakah akan aku balik awal atau sebalik nya?

kalau dulu ada sahabat ku norhayati 

tp kemungkinan beliau nak berniaga.

so aku pun alone lah.

haiz.

kadang kala hidup ni pun membusan kan..

aku seolah tiada perasaan sudah.

gilla.

chill lah.

-_-

Menanti Puasa

SElaMat MeNyaMbUt BuLan MulIa RaMaDaN

Penantian Kesabaran

menanti kehadiran puasa dengan jaya nya.

semoga bulan puasa ini akan menentukan apa yg terbaik dlm hidup aku.

harus aku merubah ia menjadi seperti semula.

amin..

i do ♥ bulan ramadan.

funeral of hearts ♥

HIM

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the sun
Shining upon
The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail
He was the moon
Painting you
With it's glow so vulnerable and pale

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the wind, carrying in
All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget
He was the fire, restless and wild
And you were like a moth to that flame

The heretic seal beyond divine
A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind
The last rites for souls on fire
Three little words and a question why

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you 

long long time a go

this is life 

a.k.a karma

we can't deny what people judge.

we can't closed they mouth

we can't adjust which is truly n which is not.

because we are HUMAN BEING.

no matter what i do they will see what they heard.

n i'm here with 1 mission.

please stop judging else people.

either me.

please make ur PERFECT than me

lalala~

colourfull

i love colourfull

thnx too u :)

keliru

seorang aku

oh really! really confused with what was i'm through right now.

should i ignored it or should i find what's d reason BEHIND it.

i just dream of her for 3 times in 1 week.

it's maybe bad dream or gud dream. 

which is i can't describe.

:(

today i'll charity!

 pray for her welfare forever 

i do hope i'll change all 

mak kalau lah masa boleh berpatah balik.

akan aku sujud sambil menangis.

memohon maaf d atas kesilapan 

yg mungkin sengaja atau tak sengaja yg telah aku buat.

menjerit sepuas² nya sesungguhnya aku syg kamu.

aku rindu kamu

aku perlu kan kamu

perlu kan kamu untuk membimbing aku.

sesungguhnya aku teramatlah 

bersyukur kerana aku di lahirkan kamu.

aku bersyukur kerna mempunyai ibu yang selembut kamu.

yang tabah dalam menghadapi segala dugaan semasa hidup kamu.

bukan mudah untuk menghadapi dugaan duniawi

ketahuilah kamu bahawasanya kamu adalah ibu yang tiada tandingan.

aku mendoakan kesejahteraan kamu di akhirat sana.

ALLAH SWT itu lebih menyangi kamu IBU.

nantikan kehadiran aku d sana.

will ♥ u till d END 

KHATIJAH ( my late mum) BINTI JARIAH (my late grandma ).

both of u

~d setiap nafas ku adalah kamu~

berkobar²

bring it on

arg! now jiwa ku berkobar.

cuma nak mencungkil suatu bakat yg mungkin bukan milik ku.

at least try rite.

i need some advise out there for me to learn it
how to know it.
how to explore it
or in one words is SHARED.

i want to learn about GRAPHIC DESIGN!

masih layak kah?

haa that wasn't important layak or not.

what is more important is INTERESTING or not.

yeh!

novel

Novel Maria

Location : Wangsawalk

as another memory turns to dust
i cut the lifeline that attaches me to the past
and i shove it back into the depths
where nothing will ever bring it back alive

wish

berharap itu adalah aku.

oh tidak.

lately aku cuba berubah.

tersenyum sndiri atas perbuatan sendiri.

aku agak berpuas ati :)

lately songs title "bukan ku takut" alwys accompany me.

best! tp hanya Mulan voice.

"Ku tak peduli
Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Ku tak peduli"

today was my Lady bos Birthday.

"______"

leka

leka sebentar

biar ku leka dengan dunia ku.

DUNIA CYBER

mungkin itu terbaek.

kini ku membawa NOVEL hadir sekali ke DUNIA LEKA ku.

supaya hari² yang seterus nya ku LEKA utk memikir kan sesuatu yg serabut.

dunia cyber ku penuh dgn kehadiran sahabat² yang tak jemu menemani ku.

sahabat suka duka.

benar la sahabat ku seorang tu , beliau telah menguji 

menguji apa terjadi sekiranya kami teraniya..

huh..

yup ku  cuma berharap kami dapat berbincang.

jgn hanya mendengar sebelah pihak

kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga

ur among d best! 

^_^

♫♫♫

.bukan ku takut.

Ku tak peduli
Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Ku tak peduli

Ku memang begini
Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Ku tak peduli
Apa saja yang kau inginkan aku rela

Reff:
Bukannya aku takut akan kehilangan dirimu
Tapi aku takut kehilangan cintamu
Mungkin saja saat itu kau mempermainkan aku
Seakan kau bisa membalas cintaku

ku takkan mengerti
Yang selama ini ku rasakan, pasti
Kau tak peduli
Bila saja yang ku inginkan kamu rela

Repeat Reff

♫♫♫

andai itu takdirnya

Dear Dairy

today i strugglin' to read "andai itu takdirnya"

it's about a peace of life that's colorfulness with pain struggle n unhappy.

but it's might end with happy endin'

deep down on my heart it's just alive.

and could make me feels d same.

 i thin' u guys out there should read it.

when d feeling n EGO work out.

it's would kill a beautiful scene. 

.rather alone.

TRUST ME
.NOTHING LAST FOREVER.