hati senang

muhasabah DIRI

whoa! what should i story

it's was nothin' actually

life just easy

their create it their build it

easy, such a balloon.

u fill it with air then u exploit it with a needle.

just like u treat nice to people.

so people will treat nice back too you.

so the conclusion is, being  nice is not a CRIME..

but it is a worship

Allah will love people that willing to help else people in no matter situation but just only for good thing.!

thank you! :)

life to cruel to know

long time a go

arg! i really dunno what was happens to me

it's was a long time i didn't write in here.

in my mind is 'unfair' 'bored' and 'cruel' 

that's all

i wish if it wasn't me

-_-

   

tasik biru

mengisi kekosongan

bersama yatie hari ni ku langkah kan kaki menuju ke sungai buluh.

cuma memerhatikan sebentuk rumah yang telah siap.

great.

we love it :)

comin' back

again!

wow..assalamualaikum..

okay sangat lama ku xmencoret DAIRY neh.

bukan ape. just sometime pkir should or should not i'm involve about my life at this paper.

tp bila fikir.just 4 my own self so it's okay.

today monday n was my blues day..

pendek kata hari mls aku.

tp aku gak baru pulang hari ni.

so excuse okay :D

from kl to terengganu-to taiping.

wow..

so long journey for me.

bersama my lil sis aishah, my lil bro firdaus,

aunty n father.

what a great day!

boley x bantu sy untuk membuat sesuatu dairy yg bernas..

-_____-'

hee..

that's all.

end.

Wish u were here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it


[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here

finally

kebenaran.

haha.

alhamdulillah.

hari ni dah merubah hidup aku.

amin.

syukur kepada Allah S.W.T

kuasa DIA.

♥ Allah SWT

i like to think

Colin scoot

i like to think that all of my problems

are just little peaces of who i am

whenever i get caught making faces

passing by people 

i don't feel ashamed

because u know that i will die happy

if its put a smile across your face 

since when u lose your self, u lose yourself

that's when u find out who u really are

it's when u lose yourself

u lose yourself that's when u find that sweet release

i talk to myself for a better conversation

cause what u are saying it don't make sense

i will not take your stupid prescriptions 

cause u cannot cure me 

only she can

i like to think that when u call me crazy

that maybe u're crazy

maybe crazier than me

since when u lose your self, u lose yourself

that's when u find out who u really are

it's when u lose yourself

u lose yourself that's when u find that sweet release

how do u take the life you been handed 

look to the sky so danged u been stranded 

how do u move in the trouble you've landed in

how do u find the place without worry

i need to get to her in a hurry

i need to make what once was blurry clear

how do u take the life you been handed 

look to the sky so danged u been stranded 

how do u move in the trouble you've landed in

it's when u lose your self, u lose yourself

that's when u find out who u really are

it's when u lose yourself

u lose yourself that's when u find that sweet release

I LIKE TO THINK

...

was type by me!

:)

addicted.

10 August 2011

6.15 am - 6.35 am

location : sweet home (mawar)

tagline : nothing last forever.

+FOCUS!+

kadang ku rasa  HIDUP terkini lebih bahagia 

ramadan Almubarak has changed me deeply.

alhamdulillah

smiling :D

12.44 am

bulan puasa nak dekat..

haa..

rasa mcm belum bersedia nih.

haiz.

seronok lak melayan lagu on d floor d tengah malam yg sunyi nih

so gamat la sikit.

:))

bulan puasa ni d beri kelonggaran untuk balik awal.

adakah akan aku balik awal atau sebalik nya?

kalau dulu ada sahabat ku norhayati 

tp kemungkinan beliau nak berniaga.

so aku pun alone lah.

haiz.

kadang kala hidup ni pun membusan kan..

aku seolah tiada perasaan sudah.

gilla.

chill lah.

-_-

Menanti Puasa

SElaMat MeNyaMbUt BuLan MulIa RaMaDaN

Penantian Kesabaran

menanti kehadiran puasa dengan jaya nya.

semoga bulan puasa ini akan menentukan apa yg terbaik dlm hidup aku.

harus aku merubah ia menjadi seperti semula.

amin..

i do ♥ bulan ramadan.

funeral of hearts ♥

HIM

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the sun
Shining upon
The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail
He was the moon
Painting you
With it's glow so vulnerable and pale

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the wind, carrying in
All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget
He was the fire, restless and wild
And you were like a moth to that flame

The heretic seal beyond divine
A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind
The last rites for souls on fire
Three little words and a question why

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you 

long long time a go

this is life 

a.k.a karma

we can't deny what people judge.

we can't closed they mouth

we can't adjust which is truly n which is not.

because we are HUMAN BEING.

no matter what i do they will see what they heard.

n i'm here with 1 mission.

please stop judging else people.

either me.

please make ur PERFECT than me

lalala~

colourfull

i love colourfull

thnx too u :)

keliru

seorang aku

oh really! really confused with what was i'm through right now.

should i ignored it or should i find what's d reason BEHIND it.

i just dream of her for 3 times in 1 week.

it's maybe bad dream or gud dream. 

which is i can't describe.

:(

today i'll charity!

 pray for her welfare forever 

i do hope i'll change all 

mak kalau lah masa boleh berpatah balik.

akan aku sujud sambil menangis.

memohon maaf d atas kesilapan 

yg mungkin sengaja atau tak sengaja yg telah aku buat.

menjerit sepuas² nya sesungguhnya aku syg kamu.

aku rindu kamu

aku perlu kan kamu

perlu kan kamu untuk membimbing aku.

sesungguhnya aku teramatlah 

bersyukur kerana aku di lahirkan kamu.

aku bersyukur kerna mempunyai ibu yang selembut kamu.

yang tabah dalam menghadapi segala dugaan semasa hidup kamu.

bukan mudah untuk menghadapi dugaan duniawi

ketahuilah kamu bahawasanya kamu adalah ibu yang tiada tandingan.

aku mendoakan kesejahteraan kamu di akhirat sana.

ALLAH SWT itu lebih menyangi kamu IBU.

nantikan kehadiran aku d sana.

will ♥ u till d END 

KHATIJAH ( my late mum) BINTI JARIAH (my late grandma ).

both of u

~d setiap nafas ku adalah kamu~

berkobar²

bring it on

arg! now jiwa ku berkobar.

cuma nak mencungkil suatu bakat yg mungkin bukan milik ku.

at least try rite.

i need some advise out there for me to learn it
how to know it.
how to explore it
or in one words is SHARED.

i want to learn about GRAPHIC DESIGN!

masih layak kah?

haa that wasn't important layak or not.

what is more important is INTERESTING or not.

yeh!

novel

Novel Maria

Location : Wangsawalk

as another memory turns to dust
i cut the lifeline that attaches me to the past
and i shove it back into the depths
where nothing will ever bring it back alive

wish

berharap itu adalah aku.

oh tidak.

lately aku cuba berubah.

tersenyum sndiri atas perbuatan sendiri.

aku agak berpuas ati :)

lately songs title "bukan ku takut" alwys accompany me.

best! tp hanya Mulan voice.

"Ku tak peduli
Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Ku tak peduli"

today was my Lady bos Birthday.

"______"

leka

leka sebentar

biar ku leka dengan dunia ku.

DUNIA CYBER

mungkin itu terbaek.

kini ku membawa NOVEL hadir sekali ke DUNIA LEKA ku.

supaya hari² yang seterus nya ku LEKA utk memikir kan sesuatu yg serabut.

dunia cyber ku penuh dgn kehadiran sahabat² yang tak jemu menemani ku.

sahabat suka duka.

benar la sahabat ku seorang tu , beliau telah menguji 

menguji apa terjadi sekiranya kami teraniya..

huh..

yup ku  cuma berharap kami dapat berbincang.

jgn hanya mendengar sebelah pihak

kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga

ur among d best! 

^_^

♫♫♫

.bukan ku takut.

Ku tak peduli
Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Ku tak peduli

Ku memang begini
Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Ku tak peduli
Apa saja yang kau inginkan aku rela

Reff:
Bukannya aku takut akan kehilangan dirimu
Tapi aku takut kehilangan cintamu
Mungkin saja saat itu kau mempermainkan aku
Seakan kau bisa membalas cintaku

ku takkan mengerti
Yang selama ini ku rasakan, pasti
Kau tak peduli
Bila saja yang ku inginkan kamu rela

Repeat Reff

♫♫♫

andai itu takdirnya

Dear Dairy

today i strugglin' to read "andai itu takdirnya"

it's about a peace of life that's colorfulness with pain struggle n unhappy.

but it's might end with happy endin'

deep down on my heart it's just alive.

and could make me feels d same.

 i thin' u guys out there should read it.

when d feeling n EGO work out.

it's would kill a beautiful scene. 

.rather alone.

TRUST ME
.NOTHING LAST FOREVER.

celebrated birthday

d power of 13 June

Yatie.

her birthday 13 June.

 turn 25 Years now :)

ma bestie.

<3

benar ke ape yg termimpi

down

morning.

haa..

today was my awful day.

really hated tis.

all begins by "DREAM"

bad dream brings my bad mood.

hais!

ape pun today my BESTIE BIRTHDAY.

happy birthday Norhayati Mohamad Nasib

wish u luck everyday everywhere everytime.

syg kamu <3

karma

karma

trust me.

anda tidak akan berasa puas 

dgn apa yg telah 

anda 

lakukan.

sekian.

benar kah?

S.E.K.I.L.A.S

berani kerana B.E.N.A.R

boring dengar M.U.S.I.X

marah lepas S.E.N.S.O.R.A.N.G

benci wat R.E.L.A.X

sedih sorok N.A.N.G.E.S

ah benci.benci.benci.

layari BLOG sendiri hanya utk mendengar lagu.

itu la tujuan.

bila ada lagu adalah idea nya.

ish.

benci utk rasa ini.

........

kemestian

suatu kemestian.

"dek kerana banyak

segalanya tertangguh"

terlihat seperti kosong tetapi penuh semak

terlihat seperti gembira tp d dalam penuh gelisah.

.HATI BERFIKIR.

=.='

d both of us ☺

+ bOth +

selasa

Tuesday blues

selalu org akan kata monday blues.

tp nope me for today.

pd ku, today is Tuesday Blues

sekian kali dan berkali².

-________-

jes!

berlalu

dear diary.

today was nothin' for me.

just sittin at room

and wasting my time with reading all d bloggers BLOG.

n also was reading my blog by myself.

when i through all my late blog ya i saw that time by time was leavin me.

just a few second n a hour every things can change.

it change, people change. place change.

=.='

today my friend wedding at my village.

but sorry yatt i can't attend ur ceremony.

wish one day i'll go.

huuu~ when??

haaa..what d fake la cikjue.

p/s : FLIP away.

sekian nurkilan dari saya juliana abdul kadir .  

bulan berbuat kebaekan

1 Rejab  1432.

ku terbuka mengetahui ari neh 1 Rejab melalui sorg pakcik teksi neh.

beliau sorg yg best sebab setiap kali ternaek teksi beliau pasti akan memberi  ku ceramah.

n tis morning ku terbuka mengetahui 1 rejab 1432 adalah bulan utk kita menambah kan pahala.

1st question is :

pc : adik tahu tak bulan islam utk bulan ni apa nama?

me : aa (tergamam) dan dgn selamber ckp tak tahu.

pc : kalau tak tahu ok bia pc cerita kan.

me : my plassure

and bermula la cerita berkenaan rejab syawal n syaaban..

rejab syawal syaaban merupakan bulan mulia utk umat islam MENAMBAH PAHALA.

yah terbuka sebentar minda ku.

dan ku merupakan org yg beruntung gak sbb sumtime tu dpt knowledge yg kadang kala tu ku tak xtahu.

REJAB bulan menabur benih.
SYA'ABAN bulan menyiram tanaman.
RAMADHAN bulan menuai.

REJAB menyucikan badannya.
SYA'ABAN menyucikan hatinya.
RAMADHAN menyucikan rohnya.

REJAB bulan taubat.
SYA'ABAN bulan muhibbah.
RAMADHAN dilimpahi pahala amalan.

so selamat BULAN REJAB n  selamat beramal..

p/s : puasa, solat sunat, zikir, tolong menolong, jaga percakapan, buang hasad dengki, buang segala yg hitam d hati, bersyukur apa yg xsyukur.

resepi utk berjaya

dr satu petikan

berbunyi " utk berjaya amalkan 2 petua" 

1- jgn mengutip hutang pd yg berhutang.

2) jgn terkena cahaya matahari semasa pergi dan pulang kerja.

penjelasan kepada kejadian d atas adalah berkisah kan seorg BAPA yg cuba menasihati "utk BERJAYA" kepada 2 org anak yg d tinggal kan sebelum si bapa menghembus kan nafas terakhir.

kejayaan si abang dan si adik dlm masa sebulan

si adik (tak berjaya )

-memiliki satu syarikat

- pergi kerja menaiki teksi.utk mengelakkan dari terkena matahari.

-tidak mengutip segala hutang.

si abg (berjaya )

- memiliki syarikat sendiri

- pergi kerja pd hari yg GELAP (SUBUH), pulang kerja pd lewat petang 

-tidak mengamal kan berhutang tetapi segala pembayaran d minta cash.

kemudian si abg dan si adik pulang ke kampg menceritakan kepada si IBU.

si ibu tertawa pabila si adik tidak memahami nasehat si arwah manakala si abg lebih memahami tersirat arwah BAPA nya.

sekian utk d jadikkn pengajaran.

ELAKKAN terlalu LURUS.

info dari MASTIKA. hanya utk d kongsi dan memahami.

kahkahkah~

3 in 1

2 better then 1

i don't have a lot of friends.

but i have a loyal friends who willing sacrifice with me. 

n me also willing sacrifice for both of them.

bak kate pepatah. 

2 better then 1. ( bff )

but the rest is still my gud friends :)

will love them whatever.

1. masnaemah mat saad

model : Masnaemah Binti Mat Saad
Location : atas kerusi urut kot..huahua :D

2. Norhayati Mohamad Nasib.

model : Norhayati Binti Mohamad Nasib
Location : dok sonok kat Krabi ( skrg kt Malaysia jgn nak sonok sngat :D )

i love this two people 

♥♥♥

suka²

best day.

loacation : jusco au.
Mode : hujan kelebatan.

best giler lepak sebentar besama yatie.

peace~

happy wesak day

suka'

sempena wesak day ku ingin memohon maaf 

atas kesilapan yg ku udah laku kan kpd kalian² sekelian :)

(mood merepek)

bersama mereka d klcc 13 May 2011

ape pun wesak day org len sebuk lepak rumah berCUTI.

tp ku melepak d OFIS bsama.

kami menghabes kan sisa² utk mencari stock n settle kan keje.

pastuh ku mengedit² picture bersama sahabat terchenta.

:))

reminder : "don't judge a book by it's cover" 

jgn lah menilai seseorang tu dgn hanya melihat "luaran" dan "cerita org lain".

sekian~

=_='

nurjannah alia

y.o.u

you were there to light my day

you were there to guide me through

from my days down and on

i'll never stop thinking of you.

how can i forget all that

when you're the one who make me smile

you'll always be a part of me

how i wish you were still mine.

never will forget the day

how we've met and came this far

we all know we got this feeling

but somehow it has to end up here.

i know it's me who say good bye

and that the hardest thing to do

cause you mean so much to me

and guide the truth from me to you.

for all the things i've done and said

for all the hurt i've caused of you

i hope you will forgive me baby

cause that wasn't what i meant to do

all is about lyrics :) adore tis. 

adore d way shes sang.

muse

unintended

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/m/muse/unintended.html ]
First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

from kl to ipoh then ipoh to kl

I.P.O.H

bandar warisan. tu la yg ku tahu pun.

actly i went to ipoh to see my lil bro n take him home.

from morning to midnight..

really tired.

but happy.

bersama ashraf helmi n unintended.( lagu ) :)

in d same time we lepakin' at LUMUT.

just to see how r they goin' to JETI to PANGKOR.

i already told acap that we'll goin' there soon.

i want him to find for me which chalet for US to stay.

insyaallah soon i'll arrive there.

amin.amin.amin.

nw in my mind is GAMBANG.

oh sangat tak bersabar.

:)

dlm minda ku : nak pecah rekod lah utk allocate kereta.

percaya tak kalau ku kata YATIE adalah punca...

punca SEMANGAT aku.

terima kasih :)

hujan

raining.outside

mode : hujan :)

alhamdulillah.

lastly hujan gak.

bila x hujan pasti tak sihat.

huhu.

ape pun 

HUJAN suda turun.

tersenyum suda. :)

again

me.again

haha. kelaka.

ape la yg ku cuba wt tgh malam mcm ni. 

seharusnya melelapkan mata.

oh tp x pe baik ku mencoret n trus mencoret.

sambil melayan lagu "muse unintended"

i just 182 smbil melayan.:D 

terpikir.

ku hanya memusuhi atau mempunyai sikap baran atau membenci yg berupa sementara.

ku memaaf kan ape yg berlaku dan telah berlaku.

nak berubah ni :) 

coz ku sudah terasa all tis hanya lah mkn diri sndiri n useless.

please GUIDE me for somethings worthy.

kadang terpikir. 

tak rugi punyai kwn yg berbillion.

cuma nya ku punya sikap yg agak susa utk bertemu dgn kwn².

TP tidak bermakna tak bertemu tak suka atau terlupa.

TP juga ku tak berdaya menyangkal apa yg terpikir d MINDA mereka.

yg pasti ku ingat selalu mereka² ini.

especially my BESTIE.

"there's are things we have to accept and also have d things we have to forget."

-closing-

|i.love.11 May 11| 

mybirthday

.on.my.birthday.

give from yatie zul n d geng  SHSB :)

with assistant manager. mr bobby.

wah. i became 26 tis years.

still young n young eh. :)

anywy thnx for my BESTIE yatie + zul and d GENG.

coz willin' to suprises me with cute kek n KFC.

thnx so much :)

easy

easy in pain.

seorang aku. =]

fuh gilez tis today.

rasa cam nak pengsan tp taley pengsan.

perasaan ni jadi penat + gembira + letih.

tp all tis things make a sense.

bru la ku tahu kerja yg selama my bos tanggung.

it's not easy with lookin.

we have to felt it.

even my work yg d amanah kn tu x seberat kerja yg my bos buat tp it's so awesome.

coz i get my mission to ignore the thing behind me for a moment.

even now pun i alwys pkir ape stock masuk.?

sape should i allocate kan.?

email proton banyak ke tidak?

all tis things make me keep thingking n it's a beauty given.

anyway.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY for all MOTHER in d WORLD.

especially my late mum.

KHATIJAH HJ RAHMAT.

i do, LOVE u.

i Do, miss u.

i do, want to hold u.

i do, even now still NEED u.

i do i was lovin' u..

WITH ALL MY HEARTS.

only u~

only our family~

=_=

pemikiran

peace :D

yep ari neh nothin' to do.

only work n certain things have to settle down.

today i learn new word to mention.

actually tis word i was given to sanah.

it's sound like tis.

eazy get eazy forget Vs eazy accept, hard to forget.

( who vs whom )

better think ur SELF.

haha!

so which one belongs to ur.

for me i'm in EAHTF :)

so i'll hate people in tis EGEF.

utk d jadi kan cerita.

ape yg trjadi pada mangsa keadaan ni ku jua pernah terkena.

tp x pe tu semua kuasa ALLAH.

ku hanya mampu terduduk dan melihat permainan yg berlaku.

all d things was happend.

me just sittin' here just to see d GAME.

NEW game BEGIN.

and closed with d 

OLD chapter. 

better stay away.

so d GAME won't be PLAY.

so that,no one will be HURT!

-_-