bitter heart

 

 

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

 

relaxin' weekends

yeah for 2 days i'm just sittin' at home while my head alwys thin' what should i cook?

Saturday : asam pedas ikan 

Sunday : ayam masak merah + kobis msak lemak putih.

today i'm not cook.

so i'll be at my office :)

with yatie and 'Bismillah'.

we just talk about murtabak and mee goren'.

mybe that's is our menu for today.

nyumi.

baru :)

make it together 

ku suda merancang 'ini' terlalu lama :D
yg pastinya ya aku telah keluar dr kepompong yg tidak ku lihat dan kabur selamanya

betullah kata org hidup itu satu nikmat.

tp jgn tersalah menikmatinya kelak akan memakan diri kite.

ku cuba utk memiliki sesuatu yg mungkin aku x harus memilikinya 

tp ia adalah untuk kesenangan diri ku dan keluarga ku.

ku mahu mengembirakan mereka selagi hayat ku d kandun' tanah.

ku cuba utk mnjadi yg terbaek d antra yg terbaek.

setiap yg trjadi punya hikmah.

ku berpegang kuat pada itu 'HIKMAH'.

nw i'm listenin' [deeper conversation]

melayang suda kepala ku.

semuanya suda terjawab.

=)

i'm happy with my new life.

it's all just begin..

watch out.

No More Tears To Cry

a lil poem i was read

 

I thought at least we could be friends
Sometimes the pain seems to never end
I believed in you and your words
Now what you’ve said seems all obscured
You knew how I felt about you
You knew that I really cared to
Tears have fallen from my eyes
Is everything you’ve said just lies
It’s hard for me to believe you were not true
As my heart has cried out to you
For all the things that I have done
Why did you let our friendship go unsung?
Was everything we’ve been through just a lie?

For my heart have no more tears to cry

 

poem by duke

 

 

selesai 'separuh'

lega

ku menarik nafas lega setelah segalanya selesai.

fuh! tp ku masih ada separuh yg perlu d selesaikan lagi

bg ku teramat lah bersyukur ke hadrat ILAHI kerana telah memudah kan perjalan ku..

amat lah aku BERSYUKUR.

hurm..untuk sementara ini ku bersyukur yang teramat..

mula la d kepala ku melayang wajah ibunda ku dan ayahnda ku :)

i really miss them..

xlupa juga adik beradik ku yg kuat memberikan kata semngat terhadap ku.

sekurangnya mereka tidak membelakangkan ku walau terdapat masalah yg berat :D

alhmdllah sekali lagi ku bersyukur yang tidak terkata.

agak kelakar dan punyai suka duka ketika menjalani ujian sebentar td.

dgn perbagai ragam dan aksi wajah mereka suda ku lihat.

lucu dan itu membangkit kan semangat.

hidup yg penuh dgn keceriaan.

siapa yg tidak mahu kan. ♥

PENAT suda.

p/s : listenin' to nickle back 'gotta be somebody'

there's gotta be somebody for me out there ♥ :D

noted!

betrayed

 captured by : rarelymine

location : gentin' highland

separuh jiwaku pergi memang indah semua
tapi berakhir luka

kau main hati
dengan sadarmu
kau tinggal aku

reff:
Benar ku mencintaimu
tapi tak begini
kau khianati hati ini
kau curangi aku
Kau bilang tak pernah bahagia
selama dengan aku
itu ucap bibirmu
Kau dustakan semua
yang kita bina
kau hancurkan semua

new

new life

dear dairy..

now i'm just listenin' separuh jiwa ku pergi.

1stly i try to keep movin' foward. :)

ku telah cuba utk mempertahan kan segala yg seharusnya milik ku.

tp ku gagal dan kerana kegagalan ini ku teramat kecewa.

 

we've been 2years suddenly u tell me we are not suitable? 

for me u just created reason for leavin' me 

 i aware that.

and i also knew d reason why u tryin' to escape from me

but it tottaly unfair..

why this not happend for 3 or six months when we meet..

ape yg jd telah terjadi.

ku harus melangkah ke hadapan demi masa depan ku.

maaf wahai kisah silam ku.

mungkin' ku tidak dpt menerima kenyataan utk skrg.

tp ku telah memaksa utk menutup pintu hati ku buat kamu.

this is d way i should 4get about past time.

i will never return back and beggin' u to accept me again'.

because i knew i was not created for u.

just assume that we din have tis..

what was happend for me just a memory that i've to accepted.

from now, what should i do is just back off..

so i'll survive alone coz i'm nothin' to u..

i din need someone to care.

because all that come from ur mouth is just 'fake' only fake and drama.

hanya yg MAHA mengetahui isi hati ku :|

-end-

merah

hangat.hot.

capture by : Adam

Capture by : yatie

capture by : rarelymine aka jue

we're at office and damai lrt.

for a while we capture pict.snap!