insane

shadow falls upon my heart
in the midst of the darkened skies.
Creating an undesirable pain
from the reality of our demise.

I thought I could withstand
The empty feeling from within,
But the inconsistent love you portrayed
Broke my heart again.

I tried to look to God
to give me the strength to hold on.
I guess he never heard me
because things are still so wrong.

What in this life did I do
To deserve all of this pain?
I tried to do everything right
Though my tears still fall like rain.

Ill never understand
Why your heart remains closed.
All I did was love you
with all of my heart and soul.

Seems to me your passion
remains to be unseen.
Although you claim to love me
The truth is still a mystery.

The question of what went wrong,
circles through my head.
Never finding the answer,
will haunt me until Im dead.

What tragic thing did I do
For you to close your eyes,
To what I had to offer
My love, which will never die?