kecewa

heartless

so heartless.

cheated on me? yeah ur so power.

power with d cheated.

if now i'm not with u it's mean there have a reason why.

so just waitin' for ur punishment

What goes around comes around

there's a reason why it's happend.

Allah Swt alhamdullillah because close my hearts and open my eyes.

sesungguhnya aku terluka yang amat.

thanks for d pain.

i'll appreciated with what was happend to me!

this is a 'gift'

.with love and heartless.

+ free +

+ free +yesterday am not workin' actualy.

for whole day am stayin' at home and just finish with hearin' d musix.musix.musix.

i turn off d tv and just sit + wonder everythin'

again.again.again and again.

but it keep mess me.

haiya. what've i done.

my lord! please put me out of tis thin'.

then after bored with d musix i need to drink.

"milo ais tabur" gain energy actly.

...

then i sat up on d sofa. i again' my brain work keep in thinkin' HATED!

adui. just feels like im a damn person just waitin' for punishment.

am not scare with whoever/person but i scare with judgement from HIM.

i'v e to out of this. myself n all their whos pitch in.

fake off!

....

but today :D like usual am comin' work with d good and +ve mind.

weah! am tired.tired.tired.

hish! so bored when i think like this.

make some change do not make it work.

yeah thats what i here.

......

sister herda , Farihin and lil aishah.

just wait for me oke.

i'll be there soon.

he. i'd been thinkin' just be me 'jue' before.

what out. and don't make some troble 'again'.

plus with this new movement hopefully will make me 'set as a free mind'.

......

amin!amin!amin!amin!amin!

+ runsin' +

dear world.

am confusin' with all the messy.

help me to solved this.

messy day!

aku xpham.

sngt xpham.

aku ke die ke ataw beliau.

stiap kali pun persoalan ni xpernah selesai.

aku sndiri yg harus amik jln penyelesaian.

aku xsnggup tp aku perlu.

sbb smpai biler.

untuk ape aku.

sangt² aku xpaham.

seorang aku yg tersepit tanpa apa-apa

bodoh ke aku.

ataw aku cube menidak kan ape yg di depan mata.

no.bukan aku.aku xsalah.aku xtaw.

fade up.fade up.fade up.fade up.

+mendun' yg sementara+

yup just itu yg dpt ku ungkapkn mendun' yg sementara. what suppose i do when everthin' runnin' out well am not have a big hearts to stand all of this and all of the thruth. yeah! well what can i say just be patien but untill when? until i deserve to admit it? until i've fallin' down.. no! i won't and i never let it be. but be myself and i'll die. take my risk.

yeah! everyday pun pretendin'. wah! myself sndiri pun xtaw ape yg perlu d buat. bingung ngn ape yg da trjadi. terpkir seolah semua ni xadil. sentiasa happend and happend. such pretendin' and pretendin' again.