pudar

ku terasa mati utk itu

setiap insan d kurnia kan 'PERASAAN'

 bukan lah utk ku menyalahkan kurniaan itu.

tetapi bg ku hargai lah ape yg telah d kurnia kan.

bersyukurla dr ketakburan.

ya duniawi mmg sukar d sangkal.

ku yg tersepit mencari jawapan yg tah d mana.

silap diri ku. atau silap dri kmu.

cuba menjadi yg TERBAIK tpi jatuh xbertali.

noted!

betrayed

 captured by : rarelymine

location : gentin' highland

separuh jiwaku pergi memang indah semua
tapi berakhir luka

kau main hati
dengan sadarmu
kau tinggal aku

reff:
Benar ku mencintaimu
tapi tak begini
kau khianati hati ini
kau curangi aku
Kau bilang tak pernah bahagia
selama dengan aku
itu ucap bibirmu
Kau dustakan semua
yang kita bina
kau hancurkan semua

new

new life

dear dairy..

now i'm just listenin' separuh jiwa ku pergi.

1stly i try to keep movin' foward. :)

ku telah cuba utk mempertahan kan segala yg seharusnya milik ku.

tp ku gagal dan kerana kegagalan ini ku teramat kecewa.

 

we've been 2years suddenly u tell me we are not suitable? 

for me u just created reason for leavin' me 

 i aware that.

and i also knew d reason why u tryin' to escape from me

but it tottaly unfair..

why this not happend for 3 or six months when we meet..

ape yg jd telah terjadi.

ku harus melangkah ke hadapan demi masa depan ku.

maaf wahai kisah silam ku.

mungkin' ku tidak dpt menerima kenyataan utk skrg.

tp ku telah memaksa utk menutup pintu hati ku buat kamu.

this is d way i should 4get about past time.

i will never return back and beggin' u to accept me again'.

because i knew i was not created for u.

just assume that we din have tis..

what was happend for me just a memory that i've to accepted.

from now, what should i do is just back off..

so i'll survive alone coz i'm nothin' to u..

i din need someone to care.

because all that come from ur mouth is just 'fake' only fake and drama.

hanya yg MAHA mengetahui isi hati ku :|

-end-

kecewa

heartless

so heartless.

cheated on me? yeah ur so power.

power with d cheated.

if now i'm not with u it's mean there have a reason why.

so just waitin' for ur punishment

What goes around comes around

there's a reason why it's happend.

Allah Swt alhamdullillah because close my hearts and open my eyes.

sesungguhnya aku terluka yang amat.

thanks for d pain.

i'll appreciated with what was happend to me!

this is a 'gift'

.with love and heartless.

another word

hanya sebentar segala nya punyai perubahan.

amat ketara.

"he's get everything his need from me and  suddenly he disappear from me"

 *lumrah kah ini*

totally unfair.

biasa yang selalu

hari²

hari ni :

- keluar jam 10 am.(berseorangan)

-menuju ke Jj (sarapan pagi NL)

-jam 12 ku menuju ke KLCC ( layan wayang Toy stOry)

-Wayang bermula jam 1.20pm.

-masih awl ku menuju ke kinokuniya. menjelajah mencari ilmu.

-Jam 1.20 pm ku turun kerana wayang sudah bermula.

-bersulam kan pop corn caremel ku melangkah.

-jam 3.30 wayang tamat.

-pulang-

d moral of story is hari ni ku berseorangan.

gila!

hilanglah

wah gila.

ape nih.

ape nak wat.

rase cam kosong d benak hati nih.

huhuhu..

kembali.kembali.

 harini serius no plan.

lari suda segala.

donno why.

haha!

**I*