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rerupanya kau la penipu besar tu!

pegi mampus!

terima kasih dgn segala bukti

tekan lagi

+lagik sekali.+

satu

'seruan'

suda

memadai


"hanya bangun menjadi .ku yang baru. yang .terbaik."

nukilan : "seorang aku"

iklim

bukan ku tak sudi

 

ku anggapkan semalam satu kenangan yang suram

bila cinta kita putus di jalan

ku harapkan impian menjadi kenyataan

namun aku kecewa.

 

corus.repeat

mudahnya waktu melafaskan janji

engkau dan aku berdua serupa

rupanya kita d dlm mainan prcntaan

telah pun ku bentangkan segalanya

mencari entah d mana silapnya

jelas asmara kecundang jua

bukan ku tak sudi kasih

untuk bersamamu bercinta lagi

kerna antara kita tidak sehaluan lagi

maafkn diriku sayang

menolak cintamu kali ini

walaupun ku tahu

brsungguh benar hasrat hati mu

 

pudar

ku terasa mati utk itu

setiap insan d kurnia kan 'PERASAAN'

 bukan lah utk ku menyalahkan kurniaan itu.

tetapi bg ku hargai lah ape yg telah d kurnia kan.

bersyukurla dr ketakburan.

ya duniawi mmg sukar d sangkal.

ku yg tersepit mencari jawapan yg tah d mana.

silap diri ku. atau silap dri kmu.

cuba menjadi yg TERBAIK tpi jatuh xbertali.

raya day

alhamdulillah.

syukur ke hadrat ilahi bile d whole family der kt kampung.

kecuali my bro pidos. uh cian ngn die!

kali ni family ku trasa happy yg teramat!

mngkin ku trasa penat melakukan kerja dan memasak.

dgn sume itu ku lupe kan sebentar msalah yg menerjah ruang minda ku.

telatah farihin yg semakin ligat dewasa itu. uh ku susa utk mengawal beliau.

tp ape pun my 2nd nephew beliau seorang yg cool!

dari 1st day ku pulang hingga ke la nak berangkt kaki ke kl rutin ku penuh.

2nd day kami sekeluarga ber  BBQ sngat meriah dan best!

xkn ku lupa kan.

yang paling pentin' is ku dapat advise yg mmberangsangkan dari ayahnda ku!

leave all d miserable!

BANGUN la wahai kamu!

hari ini dan seterusnya

ku pasti akan melalui fasa d mana ku harus melupakan yg lepas.

telah ku mengerah tenaga otak ku tetapi segalanya 

"percuma"

penat ku untuk mengorak langkah ke hadapan.

langkah ku terhenti d sini.

ku yg tiada daya.

melawan mentaliti.

 

bitter heart

 

 

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

 

relaxin' weekends

yeah for 2 days i'm just sittin' at home while my head alwys thin' what should i cook?

Saturday : asam pedas ikan 

Sunday : ayam masak merah + kobis msak lemak putih.

today i'm not cook.

so i'll be at my office :)

with yatie and 'Bismillah'.

we just talk about murtabak and mee goren'.

mybe that's is our menu for today.

nyumi.

baru :)

make it together 

ku suda merancang 'ini' terlalu lama :D
yg pastinya ya aku telah keluar dr kepompong yg tidak ku lihat dan kabur selamanya

betullah kata org hidup itu satu nikmat.

tp jgn tersalah menikmatinya kelak akan memakan diri kite.

ku cuba utk memiliki sesuatu yg mungkin aku x harus memilikinya 

tp ia adalah untuk kesenangan diri ku dan keluarga ku.

ku mahu mengembirakan mereka selagi hayat ku d kandun' tanah.

ku cuba utk mnjadi yg terbaek d antra yg terbaek.

setiap yg trjadi punya hikmah.

ku berpegang kuat pada itu 'HIKMAH'.

nw i'm listenin' [deeper conversation]

melayang suda kepala ku.

semuanya suda terjawab.

=)

i'm happy with my new life.

it's all just begin..

watch out.

No More Tears To Cry

a lil poem i was read

 

I thought at least we could be friends
Sometimes the pain seems to never end
I believed in you and your words
Now what you’ve said seems all obscured
You knew how I felt about you
You knew that I really cared to
Tears have fallen from my eyes
Is everything you’ve said just lies
It’s hard for me to believe you were not true
As my heart has cried out to you
For all the things that I have done
Why did you let our friendship go unsung?
Was everything we’ve been through just a lie?

For my heart have no more tears to cry

 

poem by duke

 

 

selesai 'separuh'

lega

ku menarik nafas lega setelah segalanya selesai.

fuh! tp ku masih ada separuh yg perlu d selesaikan lagi

bg ku teramat lah bersyukur ke hadrat ILAHI kerana telah memudah kan perjalan ku..

amat lah aku BERSYUKUR.

hurm..untuk sementara ini ku bersyukur yang teramat..

mula la d kepala ku melayang wajah ibunda ku dan ayahnda ku :)

i really miss them..

xlupa juga adik beradik ku yg kuat memberikan kata semngat terhadap ku.

sekurangnya mereka tidak membelakangkan ku walau terdapat masalah yg berat :D

alhmdllah sekali lagi ku bersyukur yang tidak terkata.

agak kelakar dan punyai suka duka ketika menjalani ujian sebentar td.

dgn perbagai ragam dan aksi wajah mereka suda ku lihat.

lucu dan itu membangkit kan semangat.

hidup yg penuh dgn keceriaan.

siapa yg tidak mahu kan. ♥

PENAT suda.

p/s : listenin' to nickle back 'gotta be somebody'

there's gotta be somebody for me out there ♥ :D

noted!

betrayed

 captured by : rarelymine

location : gentin' highland

separuh jiwaku pergi memang indah semua
tapi berakhir luka

kau main hati
dengan sadarmu
kau tinggal aku

reff:
Benar ku mencintaimu
tapi tak begini
kau khianati hati ini
kau curangi aku
Kau bilang tak pernah bahagia
selama dengan aku
itu ucap bibirmu
Kau dustakan semua
yang kita bina
kau hancurkan semua

new

new life

dear dairy..

now i'm just listenin' separuh jiwa ku pergi.

1stly i try to keep movin' foward. :)

ku telah cuba utk mempertahan kan segala yg seharusnya milik ku.

tp ku gagal dan kerana kegagalan ini ku teramat kecewa.

 

we've been 2years suddenly u tell me we are not suitable? 

for me u just created reason for leavin' me 

 i aware that.

and i also knew d reason why u tryin' to escape from me

but it tottaly unfair..

why this not happend for 3 or six months when we meet..

ape yg jd telah terjadi.

ku harus melangkah ke hadapan demi masa depan ku.

maaf wahai kisah silam ku.

mungkin' ku tidak dpt menerima kenyataan utk skrg.

tp ku telah memaksa utk menutup pintu hati ku buat kamu.

this is d way i should 4get about past time.

i will never return back and beggin' u to accept me again'.

because i knew i was not created for u.

just assume that we din have tis..

what was happend for me just a memory that i've to accepted.

from now, what should i do is just back off..

so i'll survive alone coz i'm nothin' to u..

i din need someone to care.

because all that come from ur mouth is just 'fake' only fake and drama.

hanya yg MAHA mengetahui isi hati ku :|

-end-

merah

hangat.hot.

capture by : Adam

Capture by : yatie

capture by : rarelymine aka jue

we're at office and damai lrt.

for a while we capture pict.snap!

kecewa

heartless

so heartless.

cheated on me? yeah ur so power.

power with d cheated.

if now i'm not with u it's mean there have a reason why.

so just waitin' for ur punishment

What goes around comes around

there's a reason why it's happend.

Allah Swt alhamdullillah because close my hearts and open my eyes.

sesungguhnya aku terluka yang amat.

thanks for d pain.

i'll appreciated with what was happend to me!

this is a 'gift'

.with love and heartless.

Gotta be Somebody

 

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough

So I'll be waiting for the real thing
I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen

So I'll be holding my own breath right up 'til the end
Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And you know this feels too right
It's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you

So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end?
Is it that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know when it shows up
Make sure you're holding on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

another word

hanya sebentar segala nya punyai perubahan.

amat ketara.

"he's get everything his need from me and  suddenly he disappear from me"

 *lumrah kah ini*

totally unfair.

bersama

indah

pelbagai kenangan yang kami lalui d batu pahat

bersama keluarga ku :)

* will be upload more pict :) *

just waitin.

air itam

Assalamualaikum :)

wah. today my work is under pressure.

so pressure. but alhamdulillah i got my friend.

they always give me ' strengh'

to much problem in tis week.

i alwys heard that about people problem at work.

but tis time i've to face tis prob alone.

in my mind is how my late mum and my father workin'.

and then for futher.

of course we can't quick

we work

we need money

to survive all about duniawi.

and then too! we have to gain iman too.

for us in else world.

hopefully it become eazy and naturally.

aminnn...

what ever that happend to me just now i'll goin' to Batu Pahat with my sista.

Soon i'll meet my lil sister and my sister.

all d best.

wish all my journey will goin' eazy without any becomin' trouble.

ya Allah! kau jadi kan lah aku antara umat mu yg beriman..

dan jadi kan lah aku antara umat mu yang bersyukur..

jauh kan lah aku dari taksub duniawi.

sesungguhnya aku insan biasa yang lemah dari segala benda.

lega!

 gotth!

wah! terasa lega suda ari ni.

mean selesai bekerja.

sekarang ni ya ku sudah memikir kan masa depan.

tiada siapa yg akan menghulurkan kita duet.

xkan secara tiba2 duet jatuh di depan mata.

seperti durian runtuh. haha! tidak.

sebagai diri sndiri ku mula lah mendongak kepala kehadapan.

ku sudah mula untuk memaksa adik beradik ku utk punyai masa depan sendiri.

tidak semua yg akan dtg untuk menghulurkn tangan.

oh! tp tidak aku bukan mata duitan.

aku juga xmudah untuk menjatuhkan org lain dan susah untuk menyusah kan org lain

aku telah belajar dari kesusahan.

jln cerita ku tidak lah mudah.

seorang yg sederhana dan susa.

tp ku harus punyai sifat gembira dan bukan untuk di lihat murung sentiasa!

semua juga mengharap kan terjadinya benda yg sama.

pada ku ini semua 1 semangat!

semangat!