r.a.r.e.l.y.m.i.n.e

a very good morning SIR

2012-01-18T09:49:00.001+08:00

.Tuesday Morning.

alhamdulillah selamat sampai ofis dgn jaya nya.

tapi sangat penat menghadap ~~JAM~~ d sekitar setiawangsa area

almaklumlah kewujudan ~~DUKE~~ merubah segalanya.

JAM.DUKE.JALAN RAYA.

all of that is a element for me to through for RAYA CINA.

mood : BALIK KAMPUNG :)

end

testing! :)

2012-01-17T14:44:00.001+08:00

road show

2012-01-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

okay alhamdulillah

lastly selesai juga roadshow yg aku dan kwn office ku jalan kan di

TAMAN TASIK TITIWANGSA.

it was a beautiful coz 1st action from me n my office mate done.

okay apa pun nak dapatkan rezeki bukan lah mudah seperti :

memetik daun d pokok²

we have to put more effort to fulfill what we needs.

bukan senang nak senang dan bukan susah nak susah.

n now pasang azam baru..

i have my religion ISLAM.

i won't stand as ISLAM 'name' only

i have to fulfill it.

so i need someone, i need who can bring me a lots of knowledge.

i've to pursue it.

it wont come if we din find it.

serupa seperti teh o, xjadi teh o kalau x de gula dan teh nya.

i'm fanatik with ustaz DON ♥. ops.!

end.

new release.

2012-01-10T05:07:00.000+08:00

ape punya kelakar. haiz.

what so ever.

:) just like i said.

it was satisfaction :D

nway today buat satu perkara yg best kt office dgn yatie.

puas hati.

tp yg pelik nya kenapa x penatt..

kenapaaa..!

then x boleh tido.

hopefully pgi nanti ni aku bertenaga.

end.

bored SUNDAY

2012-01-08T20:12:00.001+08:00

alahai.

ape lah yg boring sangat hari nih.

nak buat apa tak tahu..

bangun je masak.

dah msak keluar cari brg.

pas tu balik

pas tuh jadik bLUR all d time.

tp alhamdulillah hari ni aku dah download PHOTOSCAPE

so lepas ne leh la aku conteng gambar².

i just love to edit picture.

to be something that actually nothing.

but something for me..

it's a SATISFACTION for my self.

selalu nye aku buat kat office.

ehhe.

oh berita. x habes dgn POLITIK. alahai.

kenape la aku x minat nak follow tu sume.

ce cite..

esok dah start keje.

harap hari esok akan jadi hari yg terbaek.

masalah yang xpernah surut.

air pasang surut la katakan. :)

okay.okay..all of it ends.

yeahh!

2012

2012-01-01T20:10:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum pembuka kata.

semoga tahun baru akan menjadi satu titik permulaan dan pengakhiran yang baik buat saya dan kamu² ♥

happy

new

year

hati senang

2011-12-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

muhasabah DIRI

whoa! what should i story

it's was nothin' actually

life just easy

their create it their build it

easy, such a balloon.

u fill it with air then u exploit it with a needle.

just like u treat nice to people.

so people will treat nice back too you.

so the conclusion is, being nice is not a ~~CRIME..~~

but it is a worship

Allah will love people that willing to help else people in no matter situation but just only for good thing.!

thank you! :)

life to cruel to know

2011-12-01T22:04:00.001+08:00

long time a go

arg! i really dunno what was happens to me

it's was a long time i didn't write in here.

in my mind is 'unfair' 'bored' and 'cruel'

that's all

i wish if it wasn't me

-_-

tasik biru

2011-10-16T20:01:00.000+08:00

mengisi kekosongan

bersama yatie hari ni ku langkah kan kaki menuju ke sungai buluh.

cuma memerhatikan sebentuk rumah yang telah siap.

great.

we love it :)

comin' back

2011-10-10T16:43:00.000+08:00

again!

wow..assalamualaikum..

okay sangat lama ku xmencoret DAIRY neh.

bukan ape. just sometime pkir should or should not i'm involve about my life at this paper.

tp bila fikir.just 4 my own self so it's okay.

today monday n was my blues day..

pendek kata hari mls aku.

tp aku gak baru pulang hari ni.

so excuse okay :D

from kl to terengganu-to taiping.

wow..

so long journey for me.

bersama my lil sis aishah, my lil bro firdaus,

aunty n father.

what a great day!

boley x bantu sy untuk membuat sesuatu dairy yg bernas..

-_____-'

hee..

that's all.

end.

2011-09-11T13:21:00.000+08:00

Wish u were here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here

finally

2011-08-10T21:40:00.001+08:00

kebenaran.

haha.

alhamdulillah.

hari ni dah merubah hidup aku.

amin.

syukur kepada Allah S.W.T

kuasa DIA.

♥ Allah SWT

i like to think

2011-08-10T06:45:00.000+08:00

Colin scoot

i like to think that all of my problems

are just little peaces of who i am

whenever i get caught making faces

passing by people

i don't feel ashamed

because u know that i will die happy

if its put a smile across your face

since when u lose your self, u lose yourself

that's when u find out who u really are

it's when u lose yourself

u lose yourself that's when u find that sweet release

i talk to myself for a better conversation

cause what u are saying it don't make sense

i will not take your stupid prescriptions

cause u cannot cure me

only she can

i like to think that when u call me crazy

that maybe u're crazy

maybe crazier than me

since when u lose your self, u lose yourself

that's when u find out who u really are

it's when u lose yourself

u lose yourself that's when u find that sweet release

how do u take the life you been handed

look to the sky so danged u been stranded

how do u move in the trouble you've landed in

how do u find the place without worry

i need to get to her in a hurry

i need to make what once was blurry clear

how do u take the life you been handed

look to the sky so danged u been stranded

how do u move in the trouble you've landed in

it's when u lose your self, u lose yourself

that's when u find out who u really are

it's when u lose yourself

u lose yourself that's when u find that sweet release

I LIKE TO THINK

...

was type by me!

addicted.

10 August 2011

6.15 am - 6.35 am

location : sweet home (mawar)

tagline : nothing last forever.

2011-08-08T00:01:00.000+08:00

+FOCUS!+

kadang ku rasa HIDUP terkini lebih bahagia

ramadan Almubarak has changed me deeply.

alhamdulillah

smiling :D

2011-07-31T00:45:00.000+08:00

12.44 am

bulan puasa nak dekat..

haa..

rasa mcm belum bersedia nih.

haiz.

seronok lak melayan lagu on d floor d tengah malam yg sunyi nih

so gamat la sikit.

:))

bulan puasa ni d beri kelonggaran untuk balik awal.

adakah akan aku balik awal atau sebalik nya?

kalau dulu ada sahabat ku norhayati

tp kemungkinan beliau nak berniaga.

so aku pun alone lah.

haiz.

kadang kala hidup ni pun membusan kan..

aku seolah tiada perasaan sudah.

gilla.

chill lah.

-_-

Menanti Puasa

2011-07-23T12:05:00.000+08:00

SElaMat MeNyaMbUt BuLan MulIa RaMaDaN

Penantian Kesabaran

menanti kehadiran puasa dengan jaya nya.

semoga bulan puasa ini akan menentukan apa yg terbaik dlm hidup aku.

harus aku merubah ia menjadi seperti semula.

amin..

i do ♥ bulan ramadan.

funeral of hearts ♥

2011-07-16T13:29:00.000+08:00

HIM

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the sun
Shining upon
The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail
He was the moon
Painting you
With it's glow so vulnerable and pale

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

She was the wind, carrying in
All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget
He was the fire, restless and wild
And you were like a moth to that flame

The heretic seal beyond divine
A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind
The last rites for souls on fire
Three little words and a question why

Love's the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you

long long time a go

2011-07-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

this is life

a.k.a karma

we can't deny what people judge.

we can't closed they mouth

we can't adjust which is truly n which is not.

because we are HUMAN BEING.

no matter what i do they will see what they heard.

n i'm here with 1 mission.

please stop judging else people.

either me.

please make ur PERFECT than me

lalala~

colourfull

2011-07-08T17:01:00.001+08:00

i love colourfull

thnx too u :)

keliru

2011-06-29T22:45:00.001+08:00

seorang aku

oh really! really confused with what was i'm through right now.

should i ignored it or should i find what's d reason BEHIND it.

i just dream of her for 3 times in 1 week.

it's maybe bad dream or gud dream.

which is i can't describe.

today i'll charity!

pray for her welfare forever

i do hope i'll change all

mak kalau lah masa boleh berpatah balik.

akan aku sujud sambil menangis.

memohon maaf d atas kesilapan

yg mungkin sengaja atau tak sengaja yg telah aku buat.

menjerit sepuas² nya sesungguhnya aku syg kamu.

aku rindu kamu

aku perlu kan kamu

perlu kan kamu untuk membimbing aku.

sesungguhnya aku teramatlah

bersyukur kerana aku di lahirkan kamu.

aku bersyukur kerna mempunyai ibu yang selembut kamu.

yang tabah dalam menghadapi segala dugaan semasa hidup kamu.

bukan mudah untuk menghadapi dugaan duniawi

ketahuilah kamu bahawasanya kamu adalah ibu yang tiada tandingan.

aku mendoakan kesejahteraan kamu di akhirat sana.

ALLAH SWT itu lebih menyangi kamu IBU.

nantikan kehadiran aku d sana.

will ♥ u till d END

KHATIJAH ( my late mum) BINTI JARIAH (my late grandma ).

both of u

~d setiap nafas ku adalah kamu~

berkobar²

2011-06-25T22:13:00.001+08:00

bring it on

arg! now jiwa ku berkobar.

cuma nak mencungkil suatu bakat yg mungkin bukan milik ku.

at least try rite.

i need some advise out there for me to learn it
how to know it.
how to explore it
or in one words is SHARED.

i want to learn about GRAPHIC DESIGN!

masih layak kah?

haa that wasn't important layak or not.

what is more important is INTERESTING or not.

yeh!

novel

2011-06-25T12:16:00.001+08:00

Novel Maria

Location : Wangsawalk

as another memory turns to dust
i cut the lifeline that attaches me to the past
and i shove it back into the depths
where nothing will ever bring it back alive

wish

2011-06-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

berharap itu adalah aku.

oh tidak.

lately aku cuba berubah.

tersenyum sndiri atas perbuatan sendiri.

aku agak berpuas ati :)

lately songs title "bukan ku takut" alwys accompany me.

best! tp hanya Mulan voice.

"Ku tak peduli
Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Ku tak peduli"

today was my Lady bos Birthday.

"______"

leka

2011-06-18T11:30:00.000+08:00

leka sebentar

biar ku leka dengan dunia ku.

DUNIA CYBER

mungkin itu terbaek.

kini ku membawa NOVEL hadir sekali ke DUNIA LEKA ku.

supaya hari² yang seterus nya ku LEKA utk memikir kan sesuatu yg serabut.

dunia cyber ku penuh dgn kehadiran sahabat² yang tak jemu menemani ku.

sahabat suka duka.

benar la sahabat ku seorang tu , beliau telah menguji

menguji apa terjadi sekiranya kami teraniya..

huh..

yup ku cuma berharap kami dapat berbincang.

jgn hanya mendengar sebelah pihak

~~kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga~~

ur among d best!

^_^

♫♫♫

2011-06-16T18:07:00.001+08:00

.bukan ku takut.

Ku tak peduli
Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Ku tak peduli

Ku memang begini
Bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
Ku tak peduli
Apa saja yang kau inginkan aku rela

Reff:
Bukannya aku takut akan kehilangan dirimu
Tapi aku takut kehilangan cintamu
Mungkin saja saat itu kau mempermainkan aku
Seakan kau bisa membalas cintaku

ku takkan mengerti
Yang selama ini ku rasakan, pasti
Kau tak peduli
Bila saja yang ku inginkan kamu rela

Repeat Reff

♫♫♫

andai itu takdirnya

2011-06-15T23:19:00.001+08:00

Dear Dairy

today i strugglin' to read "andai itu takdirnya"

it's about a peace of life that's colorfulness with pain struggle n unhappy.

but it's might end with happy endin'

deep down on my heart it's just alive.

and could make me feels d same.

i thin' u guys out there should read it.

when d feeling n EGO work out.

it's would kill a beautiful scene.

.rather alone.

TRUST ME
.NOTHING LAST FOREVER.

celebrated birthday

2011-06-14T09:42:00.001+08:00

d power of 13 June

Yatie.

her birthday 13 June.

turn 25 Years now :)

ma bestie.

benar ke ape yg termimpi

2011-06-13T09:47:00.000+08:00

down

morning.

haa..

today was my awful day.

really hated tis.

all begins by "DREAM"

bad dream brings my bad mood.

hais!

ape pun today my BESTIE BIRTHDAY.

happy birthday Norhayati Mohamad Nasib

wish u luck everyday everywhere everytime.

syg kamu <3

karma

2011-06-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

karma

trust me.

anda tidak akan berasa puas

dgn apa yg telah

anda

lakukan.

sekian.

benar kah?

2011-06-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

S.E.K.I.L.A.S

berani kerana B.E.N.A.R

boring dengar M.U.S.I.X

marah lepas S.E.N.S.O.R.A.N.G

benci wat R.E.L.A.X

sedih sorok N.A.N.G.E.S

ah benci.benci.benci.

layari BLOG sendiri hanya utk mendengar lagu.

itu la tujuan.

bila ada lagu adalah idea nya.

ish.

~~benci utk rasa ini.~~

........

kemestian

2011-06-08T12:33:00.005+08:00

~~suatu kemestian.~~

"dek kerana banyak

segalanya tertangguh"

terlihat seperti kosong tetapi penuh semak

terlihat seperti gembira tp d dalam penuh gelisah.

.HATI BERFIKIR.

=.='

d both of us ☺

2011-06-07T18:23:00.001+08:00

+ bOth +

selasa

2011-06-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

Tuesday blues

selalu org akan kata monday blues.

tp nope me for today.

pd ku, today is Tuesday Blues

sekian kali dan berkali².

-________-

jes!

2011-06-04T14:57:00.000+08:00

berlalu

dear diary.

today was nothin' for me.

just sittin at room

and wasting my time with reading all d bloggers BLOG.

n also was reading my blog by myself.

when i through all my late blog ya i saw that time by time was leavin me.

just a few second n a hour every things can change.

it change, people change. place change.

=.='

today my friend wedding at my village.

but sorry yatt i can't attend ur ceremony.

wish one day i'll go.

huuu~ when??

haaa..what d fake la cikjue.

p/s : FLIP away.

sekian nurkilan dari saya juliana abdul kadir .

bulan berbuat kebaekan

2011-06-03T11:41:00.001+08:00

1 Rejab 1432.

ku terbuka mengetahui ari neh 1 Rejab melalui sorg pakcik teksi neh.

beliau sorg yg best sebab setiap kali ternaek teksi beliau pasti akan memberi ku ceramah.

n tis morning ku terbuka mengetahui 1 rejab 1432 adalah bulan utk kita menambah kan pahala.

1st question is :

pc : adik tahu tak bulan islam utk bulan ni apa nama?

me : aa (tergamam) dan dgn selamber ckp tak tahu.

pc : kalau tak tahu ok bia pc cerita kan.

me : my plassure

and bermula la cerita berkenaan rejab syawal n syaaban..

rejab syawal syaaban merupakan bulan mulia utk umat islam MENAMBAH PAHALA.

yah terbuka sebentar minda ku.

dan ku merupakan org yg beruntung gak sbb sumtime tu dpt knowledge yg kadang kala tu ku tak xtahu.

REJAB bulan menabur benih.
SYA'ABAN bulan menyiram tanaman.
RAMADHAN bulan menuai.

REJAB menyucikan badannya.
SYA'ABAN menyucikan hatinya.
RAMADHAN menyucikan rohnya.

REJAB bulan taubat.
SYA'ABAN bulan muhibbah.
RAMADHAN dilimpahi pahala amalan.

so selamat BULAN REJAB n selamat beramal..

p/s : puasa, solat sunat, zikir, tolong menolong, jaga percakapan, buang hasad dengki, buang segala yg hitam d hati, bersyukur apa yg xsyukur.

resepi utk berjaya

2011-05-30T18:53:00.000+08:00

dr satu petikan

berbunyi " utk berjaya amalkan 2 petua"

1- ~~jgn mengutip hutang~~ pd yg berhutang.

2) ~~jgn terkena cahaya matahari~~ semasa pergi dan pulang kerja.

penjelasan kepada kejadian d atas adalah berkisah kan seorg BAPA yg cuba menasihati "utk BERJAYA" kepada 2 org anak yg d tinggal kan sebelum si bapa menghembus kan nafas terakhir.

kejayaan si abang dan si adik dlm masa sebulan

si adik (tak berjaya )

-memiliki satu syarikat

- pergi kerja menaiki teksi.utk mengelakkan dari terkena matahari.

-tidak mengutip segala hutang.

si abg (berjaya )

- memiliki syarikat sendiri

- pergi kerja pd hari yg GELAP (SUBUH), pulang kerja pd lewat petang

-tidak mengamal kan berhutang tetapi segala pembayaran d minta cash.

kemudian si abg dan si adik pulang ke kampg menceritakan kepada si IBU.

si ibu tertawa pabila si adik tidak memahami nasehat si arwah manakala si abg lebih memahami tersirat arwah BAPA nya.

sekian utk d jadikkn pengajaran.

ELAKKAN terlalu LURUS.

info dari MASTIKA. hanya utk d kongsi dan memahami.

kahkahkah~

3 in 1

2011-05-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

2 better then 1

i don't have a lot of friends.

but i have a loyal friends who willing sacrifice with me.

n me also willing sacrifice for both of them.

bak kate pepatah.

2 better then 1. ( bff )

but the rest is still my gud friends :)

will love them whatever.

1. masnaemah mat saad

model : Masnaemah Binti Mat Saad
Location : atas kerusi urut kot..huahua :D

2. Norhayati Mohamad Nasib.

model : Norhayati Binti Mohamad Nasib
Location : dok sonok kat Krabi ( skrg kt Malaysia jgn nak sonok sngat :D )

i love this two people

♥♥♥

suka²

2011-05-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

~~best day.~~

loacation : jusco au.
Mode : hujan kelebatan.

best giler lepak sebentar besama yatie.

peace~

happy wesak day

2011-05-17T14:29:00.000+08:00

suka'

sempena wesak day ku ingin memohon maaf

atas kesilapan yg ku udah laku kan kpd kalian² sekelian :)

(mood merepek)

bersama mereka d klcc 13 May 2011

ape pun wesak day org len sebuk lepak rumah berCUTI.

tp ku melepak d OFIS bsama.

kami menghabes kan sisa² utk mencari stock n settle kan keje.

pastuh ku mengedit² picture bersama sahabat terchenta.

:))

reminder : "don't judge a book by it's cover"

jgn lah menilai seseorang tu dgn hanya melihat "luaran" dan "cerita org lain".

sekian~

=_='

nurjannah alia

2011-05-16T23:57:00.001+08:00

y.o.u

you were there to light my day

you were there to guide me through

from my days down and on

i'll never stop thinking of you.

how can i forget all that

when you're the one who make me smile

you'll always be a part of me

how i wish you were still mine.

never will forget the day

how we've met and came this far

we all know we got this feeling

but somehow it has to end up here.

i know it's me who say good bye

and that the hardest thing to do

cause you mean so much to me

and guide the truth from me to you.

for all the things i've done and said

for all the hurt i've caused of you

i hope you will forgive me baby

cause that wasn't what i meant to do

all is about lyrics :) adore tis.

adore d way shes sang.

muse

2011-05-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

~~unintended~~

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/m/muse/unintended.html ]
First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

from kl to ipoh then ipoh to kl

2011-05-15T01:36:00.000+08:00

I.P.O.H

bandar warisan. tu la yg ku tahu pun.

actly i went to ~~ipoh~~ to see my lil bro n take him home.

from morning to midnight..

really tired.

but happy.

bersama ashraf helmi n unintended.( lagu ) :)

in d same time we lepakin' at LUMUT.

just to see how r they goin' to JETI to PANGKOR.

i already told acap that we'll goin' there soon.

i want him to find for me which chalet for US to stay.

insyaallah soon i'll arrive there.

amin.amin.amin.

nw in my mind is GAMBANG.

oh sangat tak bersabar.

dlm minda ku : nak pecah rekod lah utk allocate kereta.

percaya tak kalau ku kata YATIE adalah punca...

punca SEMANGAT aku.

terima kasih :)

hujan

2011-05-12T16:23:00.000+08:00

raining.outside

mode : hujan :)

alhamdulillah.

lastly hujan gak.

bila x hujan pasti tak sihat.

huhu.

ape pun

HUJAN suda turun.

tersenyum suda. :)

again

2011-05-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

me.again

haha. kelaka.

ape la yg ku cuba wt tgh malam mcm ni.

seharusnya melelapkan mata.

oh tp x pe baik ku mencoret n trus mencoret.

sambil melayan lagu "muse unintended"

i just 182 smbil melayan.:D

terpikir.

ku hanya memusuhi atau mempunyai sikap baran atau membenci yg berupa sementara.

ku memaaf kan ape yg berlaku dan telah berlaku.

nak berubah ni :)

coz ku sudah terasa all tis hanya lah mkn diri sndiri n useless.

please GUIDE me for somethings worthy.

kadang terpikir.

tak rugi punyai kwn yg berbillion.

cuma nya ku punya sikap yg agak susa utk bertemu dgn kwn².

TP tidak bermakna tak bertemu tak suka atau terlupa.

TP juga ku tak berdaya menyangkal apa yg terpikir d MINDA mereka.

yg pasti ku ingat selalu mereka² ini.

especially my BESTIE.

"there's are things we have to accept and also have d things we have to forget."

-closing-

|i.love.11 May 11|

mybirthday

2011-05-11T18:21:00.000+08:00

.on.my.birthday.

give from yatie zul n d geng SHSB :)

with assistant manager. mr bobby.

wah. i became 26 tis years.

still young n young eh. :)

anywy thnx for my BESTIE yatie + zul and d GENG.

coz willin' to suprises me with cute kek n KFC.

thnx so much :)

easy

2011-05-09T22:40:00.000+08:00

easy in pain.

seorang aku. =]

fuh gilez tis today.

rasa cam nak pengsan tp taley pengsan.

perasaan ni jadi penat + gembira + letih.

tp all tis things make a sense.

bru la ku tahu kerja yg selama my bos tanggung.

~~it's not easy with lookin.~~

we have to felt it.

even my work yg d amanah kn tu x seberat kerja yg my bos buat tp it's so awesome.

coz i get my mission to ignore the thing behind me for a moment.

even now pun i alwys pkir ape stock masuk.?

sape should i allocate kan.?

email proton banyak ke tidak?

all tis things make me keep thingking n it's a beauty given.

anyway.

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY for all MOTHER in d WORLD.

especially my late mum.

KHATIJAH HJ RAHMAT.

i do, LOVE u.

i Do, miss u.

i do, want to hold u.

i do, even now still NEED u.

i do i was lovin' u..

WITH ALL MY HEARTS.

only u~

only our family~

=_=

pemikiran

2011-05-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

peace :D

yep ari neh nothin' to do.

only work n certain things have to settle down.

today i learn new word to mention.

actually tis word i was given to sanah.

it's sound like tis.

eazy get eazy forget Vs eazy accept, hard to forget.

( who vs whom )

better think ur SELF.

haha!

so which one belongs to ur.

for me i'm in EAHTF :)

so i'll hate people in tis EGEF.

utk d jadi kan cerita.

ape yg trjadi pada mangsa keadaan ni ku jua pernah terkena.

tp x pe tu semua kuasa ALLAH.

ku hanya mampu terduduk dan melihat permainan yg berlaku.

all d things was happend.

me just sittin' here just to see d GAME.

~~NEW game BEGIN.~~

and closed with d

OLD chapter.

better stay away.

~~so d GAME won't be PLAY.~~

so that,no one will be HURT!

-_-

suatu ketika

2011-05-04T13:57:00.000+08:00

at jusco AU.

khamis yg terbiasa

2011-04-28T10:56:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum

my super hero HIM.

:))

hari neh ku ke kerja seperti biasa.

a lil bit stress actually coz keep thinkin' problem.

argh benci.

satu² masalah datang dan menerjah ruang hidup ku nih.

tp it's okey.

tiada cabaran dan tiada nikmat seandainya tiada masalah.

serupa seperti gula dan garam utk menghidupkan sesuatu suasana.

today what should i do?

hanya buat seperti biasa dan biasa.

rindu nak berdekatan dengan kakak abg n adik² ku yg lain.

rindu nak bersama my dad. and mostly my late mummy. miss her damn much!

padang uthm

2011-04-18T14:25:00.000+08:00

hijau

lepakin' at johor last week really make my day happy.

lookin' at faheem n Farihin..

they growin' up so faster..

with their joke, talkative n happy.

yeah i do love them more.

lovin' n lovin' my family =]

in april

2011-04-09T16:14:00.000+08:00

SENYAP² u! :p

lately banyak benda yg aku layari.

terbaru pasal telor tiruan demn gila mereka neh.

tul mencari pasal.

buat org laen dpt sakit. oh seronok kah mereka.

semua nya bodoh² punya idea..

semata untuk mengengam segempal duet haram.

serupa lah mereka itu.

aku lak cuba utk memberani kan diri drive.

tp sakit yg aku dpt.

hehe. mungkin itu pengalaman pertama.

ape pun kepuasan..

ku x takut lagik utk berdepan dgn otai jalan raya.

(harus cilok²) hihi.

ku seakan gembira dengan hidup ku sekarang.

pada ku aku seorang yang single.

tak perlu menempah masalah yg bermasalah..

kerja GILA semua tu.

taiping central

2011-03-01T17:08:00.000+08:00

terindah

location : taiping central with love!

all out with my beloved friend mas,tasya,yeen, linn and d rest.

ragam

2011-01-08T02:13:00.000+08:00

ragam yang pelbagai.

kehidupan yang Allah kurnia kan.

kenapa seorang manusia tak boleh memikul tanggungjawab yg d beri.

sensungguh nya ku adalah antara umat nya yg lalai.

ku mohon d jauh kan segala kelalaian yang terjadi.

ku mohon ku bukan lah antara mereka yg taksub dengan duniawi.

sedang orang lain menikmati kesenangan ada pulak yg teraniaya.

semoga doa orang yg teraniaya d makbulkan.

Allah menjanji kan kesenangan d akhirat.

d dunia yg hanya pentas lakonan cuma lah tempat kita untuk mengumpul amalan

dan bukan lah mengumpul harta yg konon nya boleh d bawa ke dlm kubur.

itu semua hanya la ujian dan dugaan yg wajib kite lalui.

semakin ternama kita semakin bongkak.

lupa seolah² harta itu dtg dari hasil sendiri.

sesungguh nya ia dtg dari keizinan ILAHI.

sekali d tarik tersembam ke muka bumi.

manusia yg mudah alpa.

p/s : semoga aku tidak d golong kan antara golongan yang sedemikian. aminn..

...

2011-01-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

whole day

i'm tired.

need more rest.

(",)

new 2011

2011-01-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

2011

selamat suda kemunculan 2011.

ape yg ku suka adalah no yg cantik '11'

kehadiran 2011 yg bakal meninggal kan 2010.

kehadiran 2011 untuk kehidupan seterusnya.

kehadiran 2011 yg bakal merubah segalanya.

selagi hayat d kandung tanah.

ku ingin mencuba segala yg terbaek.

memangkah yg d pangkah.

menegakkan ape yg betul.

menerangkan segala kesamaran.

terus melangkah ke hadapan

segala yg lalu itu adalah

'sebuah hadiah kehidupan yg tidak ternilai'

.pahit. masam .manis .suka .duka.

one last time

2010-12-04T11:45:00.000+08:00

.one last time by HIM.

Is it so hard to believe our hearts
Are made to be broken by love
That in constant dying lies
The beauty of it all
My darling won't you feel
The sweet heaven in
Our endless cry

Oh at least you could try
For this one last time

So amazed how bright are the flames
We are burning in
Ever smiled at the tragedies
We hold inside
My darling won't you cherish
The fear of life that keeps
You and me so alive

Oh at least you could try
For this one last time
It could be alright
For this one last time

Oh at least you could try
(and we just will be closer)
For this one last time
(let me fall into your arms)
It could be alright
(don't let us grow colder)
For this one last time
(let me close to your heart)

Oh at least you could try
(before it's all over)
For this one last time
(let me fall into your arms)
It could be alright
(before it's all over)
For this one last time
(let me close to your heart)

layan!

kesengalan

2010-11-25T17:35:00.000+08:00

burn

sekeping roti yang kosong

kalau d biarkan kan kosong

tiada rasa kecuali asalnya.

sekiranya sekeping roti d sapu dengan kaya atau jem

ya ia memberi seribu satu rasa.

.try it.

.asam garam kehidupan.

hampir

2010-11-23T16:44:00.000+08:00

menanti

23rd November mungkin.

ku xsabar menunggu kehadiran sesuatu yg baru.

menanti kemunculan.

mungkin kah ini jalan yang terbaek?

ape pun ku punya sesuatu.

untuk beloved family ku jua.

*seketika terkenang peristiwa semalam.*

begin!

2010-11-22T17:35:00.001+08:00

d day will come

just wait and see.

.Unstoppable.

tetiba ku teringat wayang.

hmm..

soon i'll see tis.

wait and see.

common!

tis never end.

weekends!

2010-11-20T17:07:00.008+08:00

alhamdullillah

rasa tis weeks full ngn memacam activiti.

kali nih ku pulang ke kampung halaman bertemu rakan²

dan ya mereka x beri ku peluang utk bersantai.

masa ku terluang bersama mereka.

sekembali ku ke kampung halaman kerana sahabat ku

khairul bariiyah yg bakal menamatkan zaman bujang beliau.

tersentap sebentar wah bila akan tiba waktu ku itu.

tetapi ku hanya biarkan sebagai angin lalu yg menerjah kadang².

bersama sahabat kami meluang kan masa d TS.( Taiping Sentral)

ku terhibur suda dengan gelagat sahabat² ku.

<3 tersenyum seketika.

kembali

2010-11-09T18:13:00.000+08:00

yeah!

location : convention centre

again.

ku kembali.

lame suda ku tidak menaburkan kata² di dairi blog ku ini.

setelah pelbagai dugaan yg terjadi ku semakin matang.

ku semakin tidak percaya insan yang bergelar 'mereka'

semuanya hanya pembohongan.

ku xperlukan mereka utk berkongsi idea.

ku xperlukan mereka utk berkasih syg

ku xperlukan mereka yg murah dgn perlakuan.

semua itu 'percuma'

sekembali ku ini yg terjadi.

cuba mengelak dari takdir.

bukan menyalahkan hakikat duniawi.

tp jelas terpancar.

cukup sekadar ku punya keluarga.

yang akan sentiasa memberikan galakkan kepada ku utk bergelar insan yg bertanggungjawab dan berguna.

p/s : ku ingin menjadi seperti 'warna warni' yg menyinari kehidupan. sentiasa ceria tanpa masalah. :)

.karma.

2010-10-26T16:18:00.000+08:00

Karma - Cokelat

sekian lama kita bersama
ternyata kau juga sama saja

kau kira kupercaya semua
segala tipu daya oh percuma

kau buat sempurna awalnya
berakhir bencana

selamat tinggal sayang
bila umurku panjang
kelak ku kan datang kubuktikan
saat kubalas dan kau jelang

jangan menangis sayang
kuingin kau rasakan
pahitnya terbuang sia-sia
memang kau pantas dapatkan

akhirnya usai sudah semua
kudapat tertawa bahagia

selalu tampak indah awalnya
berakhir bencana

kau buat sempurna awalnya
berakhir bencana

-O_o-

.relax.

2010-10-08T12:39:00.000+08:00

.airplane.

chitera

2010-10-06T08:25:00.001+08:00

k.a.r.m.a

semakin ku dewasa semakin JAHIL ku rasa

ku mohon matikan la ku untuk RASA ini.

sangsi ku terhadap KENYATAAN

:dewasa mematangkan ku ERTI KEHIDUPAN sebenar:

closin'.

.bermuka.

2010-10-05T16:49:00.001+08:00

manusia yang penuh dengan PENIPUAN .

.bermuka.

.tiada kejujuran.

.kacang lupakan kulit mungkin'.

it's so unfair.

hanya yang ESA mengetahui perkara yg sebenar.

Urusan ku dan kau 'telah tamat'.

tetapi URUSAN kau dan YANG ESA masih d sana.

ku tiada kudrat utk menafikan.

kau PELAKON terhebat d pentas ALLAH S.W.T.

*clappin' my hand coz HE made me OPEN MY EYES*

layan.kan

2010-10-05T15:32:00.001+08:00

addicted!

location : johor bharu /captured by : mem Herdawatie. /Edited by : rarelymine.

musix is generally.

so xkesa la if musix 'mudah' sebati dgn jiwa sesiapa.

termasuklah diri ku :)

ku meluangkan sedikit masa hanya dgn menekan nekan lagu yg telah d isi d 'MUSIX' libraryku.

teruja diri ku.

mengedit. mencari d latest song. dan berlari ke sana sini.

.u are only exception.

.hari yang penuh dengan KETENANGAN.

.hari ku selamanya.

edisi terhad

2010-10-04T17:47:00.001+08:00

si kecil

syukur!

just a few day ku telah meluangkan masa bersama keluarga ku d johor.

walau pun sebentar tp sangat bermakna.

d sana ku mudah melupakan masalah yg tertimpa.

dan kini ku bebas seperti burun'.

terbang ke mana sahaja yg ku mahu.

tiada halangan juga tiada dugaan yang tercipta.

melaenkan dugaan dari DIA .Allah S.w.t.

ouh! ku bersyukur dgn nikmat

yang telah kau berikan pd ku.

pd mu juga, ku memohon agar

d jauhkan ku dari segala

"tipu daya dan nikmat duniawi"

ku mulai TERSENYUM. :)

LIAR

2010-09-27T18:51:00.002+08:00

rerupanya kau la penipu besar tu!

pegi mampus!

terima kasih dgn segala bukti

tekan lagi

2010-09-23T15:22:00.013+08:00

+lagik sekali.+

satu

'seruan'

suda

memadai

"hanya bangun menjadi .ku yang baru. yang .terbaik."

nukilan : "seorang aku"

iklim

2010-09-22T16:06:00.000+08:00

bukan ku tak sudi

ku anggapkan semalam satu kenangan yang suram

bila cinta kita putus di jalan

ku harapkan impian menjadi kenyataan

namun aku kecewa.

corus.repeat

mudahnya waktu melafaskan janji

engkau dan aku berdua serupa

rupanya kita d dlm mainan prcntaan

telah pun ku bentangkan segalanya

mencari entah d mana silapnya

jelas asmara kecundang jua

bukan ku tak sudi kasih

untuk bersamamu bercinta lagi

kerna antara kita tidak sehaluan lagi

maafkn diriku sayang

menolak cintamu kali ini

walaupun ku tahu

brsungguh benar hasrat hati mu

pudar

2010-09-21T08:55:00.000+08:00

ku terasa mati utk itu

setiap insan d kurnia kan 'PERASAAN'

bukan lah utk ku menyalahkan kurniaan itu.

tetapi bg ku hargai lah ape yg telah d kurnia kan.

bersyukurla dr ketakburan.

ya duniawi mmg sukar d sangkal.

ku yg tersepit mencari jawapan yg tah d mana.

silap diri ku. atau silap dri kmu.

cuba menjadi yg TERBAIK tpi jatuh xbertali.

raya day

2010-09-13T09:37:00.004+08:00

alhamdulillah.

syukur ke hadrat ilahi bile d whole family der kt kampung.

kecuali my bro pidos. uh cian ngn die!

kali ni family ku trasa happy yg teramat!

mngkin ku trasa penat melakukan kerja dan memasak.

dgn sume itu ku lupe kan sebentar msalah yg menerjah ruang minda ku.

telatah farihin yg semakin ligat dewasa itu. uh ku susa utk mengawal beliau.

tp ape pun my 2nd nephew beliau seorang yg cool!

dari 1st day ku pulang hingga ke la nak berangkt kaki ke kl rutin ku penuh.

2nd day kami sekeluarga ber BBQ sngat meriah dan best!

xkn ku lupa kan.

yang paling pentin' is ku dapat advise yg mmberangsangkan dari ayahnda ku!

leave all d miserable!

BANGUN la wahai kamu!

hari ini dan seterusnya

2010-09-01T17:48:00.000+08:00

ku pasti akan melalui fasa d mana ku harus melupakan yg lepas.

telah ku mengerah tenaga otak ku tetapi segalanya

"percuma"

penat ku untuk mengorak langkah ke hadapan.

langkah ku terhenti d sini.

ku yg tiada daya.

melawan mentaliti.

2010-08-26T08:45:00.000+08:00

bitter heart

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
Your dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

2010-08-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

relaxin' weekends

yeah for 2 days i'm just sittin' at home while my head alwys thin' what should i cook?

Saturday : asam pedas ikan

Sunday : ayam masak merah + kobis msak lemak putih.

today i'm not cook.

so i'll be at my office :)

with yatie and 'Bismillah'.

we just talk about murtabak and mee goren'.

mybe that's is our menu for today.

nyumi.

baru :)

2010-08-21T09:32:00.000+08:00

make it together

ku suda merancang 'ini' terlalu lama :D
yg pastinya ya aku telah keluar dr kepompong yg tidak ku lihat dan kabur selamanya

betullah kata org hidup itu satu nikmat.

tp jgn tersalah menikmatinya kelak akan memakan diri kite.

ku cuba utk memiliki sesuatu yg mungkin aku x harus memilikinya

tp ia adalah untuk kesenangan diri ku dan keluarga ku.

ku mahu mengembirakan mereka selagi hayat ku d kandun' tanah.

ku cuba utk mnjadi yg terbaek d antra yg terbaek.

setiap yg trjadi punya hikmah.

ku berpegang kuat pada itu 'HIKMAH'.

nw i'm listenin' [deeper conversation]

melayang suda kepala ku.

semuanya suda terjawab.

i'm happy with my new life.

it's all just begin..

watch out.

No More Tears To Cry

2010-08-18T20:49:00.000+08:00

a lil poem i was read

I thought at least we could be friends
Sometimes the pain seems to never end
I believed in you and your words
Now what you’ve said seems all obscured
You knew how I felt about you
You knew that I really cared to
Tears have fallen from my eyes
Is everything you’ve said just lies
It’s hard for me to believe you were not true
As my heart has cried out to you
For all the things that I have done
Why did you let our friendship go unsung?
Was everything we’ve been through just a lie?

For my heart have no more tears to cry

poem by duke

selesai 'separuh'

2010-08-18T15:46:00.000+08:00

lega

ku menarik nafas lega setelah segalanya selesai.

fuh! tp ku masih ada separuh yg perlu d selesaikan lagi

bg ku teramat lah bersyukur ke hadrat ILAHI kerana telah memudah kan perjalan ku..

amat lah aku BERSYUKUR.

hurm..untuk sementara ini ku bersyukur yang teramat..

mula la d kepala ku melayang wajah ibunda ku dan ayahnda ku :)

i really miss them..

xlupa juga adik beradik ku yg kuat memberikan kata semngat terhadap ku.

sekurangnya mereka tidak membelakangkan ku walau terdapat masalah yg berat :D

alhmdllah sekali lagi ku bersyukur yang tidak terkata.

agak kelakar dan punyai suka duka ketika menjalani ujian sebentar td.

dgn perbagai ragam dan aksi wajah mereka suda ku lihat.

lucu dan itu membangkit kan semangat.

hidup yg penuh dgn keceriaan.

siapa yg tidak mahu kan. ♥

PENAT suda.

p/s : listenin' to nickle back 'gotta be somebody'

there's gotta be somebody for me out there ♥ :D

noted!

2010-08-16T16:29:00.001+08:00

betrayed

captured by : rarelymine

location : gentin' highland

separuh jiwaku pergi memang indah semua
tapi berakhir luka

kau main hati
dengan sadarmu
kau tinggal aku

reff:
Benar ku mencintaimu
tapi tak begini
kau khianati hati ini
kau curangi aku
Kau bilang tak pernah bahagia
selama dengan aku
itu ucap bibirmu
Kau dustakan semua
yang kita bina
kau hancurkan semua

new

2010-08-15T16:36:00.001+08:00

new life

dear dairy..

now i'm just listenin' separuh jiwa ku pergi.

1stly i try to keep movin' foward. :)

ku telah cuba utk mempertahan kan segala yg seharusnya milik ku.

tp ku gagal dan kerana kegagalan ini ku teramat kecewa.

we've been 2years suddenly u tell me we are not suitable?

for me u just created reason for leavin' me

i aware that.

and i also knew d reason why u tryin' to escape from me

but it tottaly unfair..

why this not happend for 3 or six months when we meet..

ape yg jd telah terjadi.

ku harus melangkah ke hadapan demi masa depan ku.

maaf wahai kisah silam ku.

mungkin' ku tidak dpt menerima kenyataan utk skrg.

tp ku telah memaksa utk menutup pintu hati ku buat kamu.

this is d way i should 4get about past time.

i will never return back and beggin' u to accept me again'.

because i knew i was not created for u.

just assume that we din have tis..

what was happend for me just a memory that i've to accepted.

from now, what should i do is just back off..

so i'll survive alone coz i'm nothin' to u..

i din need someone to care.

because all that come from ur mouth is just 'fake' only fake and drama.

hanya yg MAHA mengetahui isi hati ku :|

-end-

merah

2010-08-02T12:53:00.000+08:00

hangat.hot.

capture by : Adam

Capture by : yatie

capture by : rarelymine aka jue

we're at office and damai lrt.

for a while we capture pict.snap!

kecewa

2010-07-31T14:31:00.001+08:00

heartless

so heartless.

cheated on me? yeah ur so power.

power with d cheated.

if now i'm not with u it's mean there have a reason why.

so just waitin' for ur punishment

What goes around comes around

there's a reason why it's happend.

Allah Swt alhamdullillah because close my hearts and open my eyes.

sesungguhnya aku terluka yang amat.

thanks for d pain.

i'll appreciated with what was happend to me!

this is a 'gift'

.with love and heartless.

2010-07-27T20:44:00.000+08:00

Gotta be Somebody

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough

So I'll be waiting for the real thing
I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen

So I'll be holding my own breath right up 'til the end
Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And you know this feels too right
It's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you

So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end?
Is it that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know when it shows up
Make sure you're holding on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, oh

Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There's gotta be somebody for me out there

another word

2010-07-26T14:18:00.001+08:00

hanya sebentar segala nya punyai perubahan.

amat ketara.

"he's get everything his need from me and suddenly he disappear from me"

*lumrah kah ini*

totally unfair.

bersama

2010-07-25T18:30:00.001+08:00

indah

pelbagai kenangan yang kami lalui d batu pahat

bersama keluarga ku :)

* will be upload more pict :) *

just waitin.

air itam

2010-07-23T14:45:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

wah. today my work is under pressure.

so pressure. but alhamdulillah i got my friend.

they always give me ' strengh'

to much problem in tis week.

i alwys heard that about people problem at work.

but tis time i've to face tis prob alone.

in my mind is how my late mum and my father workin'.

and then for futher.

of course we can't quick

we work

we need money

to survive all about duniawi.

and then too! we have to gain iman too.

for us in else world.

hopefully it become eazy and naturally.

aminnn...

what ever that happend to me just now i'll goin' to Batu Pahat with my sista.

Soon i'll meet my lil sister and my sister.

all d best.

wish all my journey will goin' eazy without any becomin' trouble.

ya Allah! kau jadi kan lah aku antara umat mu yg beriman..

dan jadi kan lah aku antara umat mu yang bersyukur..

jauh kan lah aku dari taksub duniawi.

sesungguhnya aku insan biasa yang lemah dari segala benda.

lega!

2010-07-21T17:46:00.000+08:00

gotth!

wah! terasa lega suda ari ni.

mean selesai bekerja.

sekarang ni ya ku sudah memikir kan masa depan.

tiada siapa yg akan menghulurkan kita duet.

xkan secara tiba2 duet jatuh di depan mata.

seperti durian runtuh. haha! tidak.

sebagai diri sndiri ku mula lah mendongak kepala kehadapan.

ku sudah mula untuk memaksa adik beradik ku utk punyai masa depan sendiri.

tidak semua yg akan dtg untuk menghulurkn tangan.

oh! tp tidak aku bukan mata duitan.

aku juga xmudah untuk menjatuhkan org lain dan susah untuk menyusah kan org lain

aku telah belajar dari kesusahan.

jln cerita ku tidak lah mudah.

seorang yg sederhana dan susa.

tp ku harus punyai sifat gembira dan bukan untuk di lihat murung sentiasa!

semua juga mengharap kan terjadinya benda yg sama.

pada ku ini semua 1 semangat!

semangat!

waitin'

2010-07-15T14:53:00.001+08:00

puasa

wah seriusly i cant wait when d month of fastin'.

pUasa.puaSa.puAsa

really near and just 11 August 2010 next months.

not 11 Mei oke :P

just like 4 years ago :)

with my beloved mother.

today i has nothin' to do.

so i'm just online then just updated lil things in my blogger,myfacebook :))

and hearin' songs from HIM

In Joy And Sorrow.

d bEst!

Circle

2010-07-13T17:43:00.002+08:00

circle

i'll try do the best for every single thin's I've plan for.

just now i was thin' i should have more plan for my future :)

tis is for my self and my 'future'.

i just need to be more responsible with all d thin' come and out.

in my mind is

'MONEY'

keep it safely.

away 'extravagant' ~~<---tis is my fully enemy dish!~~

I've to be more discipline

-berpijak d bumi yang nyata-

2010-07-12T16:41:00.000+08:00

wangsawalk

karoke time :)

saturday.

happenin'

gatal tangan

2010-07-06T18:47:00.002+08:00

created

whee.

i din know whut to do this day.

every morning i awake just like usual.

feels nothin' but i've to.

♥ wake up early mornin' ♥

♥ goin' to work ♥

♥ do my work ♥

♥ fill up my bos needs ♥

♥ goin' back ♥

♥ with nothin' to do ♥

♥ feel bored! ♥

location : wangsamaju (kolam udang)

haha. nih serius no work to do then i grab this lil pict from my luvly hp and i edited it.

wasn't nice but for fun only.

actly this time aroud 2 or three weeks before we always come at this place.

but now not anymore.

to much memory to keep!

better away.

din like it.

shhuuh :D

.....

ahad d tmn rakyat

2010-07-05T15:24:00.002+08:00

bercuti

3-4hb July 2010 ku pulang ke kampung halaman.

wah! dlm kepala ku agak lama udah ku tidak jejaki kampung halaman.

bersama abah, makcik, dan acab ku pulang.

kami punyai tujuan pulang ke sana d mana ibu saudara ku sakit.

beliau terlantar d hospital.

alhmdllh semua nya tenang dan beliau d benarkan pulang.

tp ku gembira pabila menemui sedara d Taiping.

agak suda lama tidak menjejak kan kaki.

ku telah menghabeskan masa bersama saudara.

mengemas rumah, melawat kubur ibunda ku yg terchenta.

i'm badly miss her so!

rumah ku surga ku.

d mana ku d besar kan d situlah kenangan yg palin'm banyak tercipta.

kenangan bersama arwah.

kenangan bersama adik beradik yg mmbesar bersama.

kenangan ku bersama sahabat juga.

everthings' is in memorize

past is past

only we have to through this life eazly

p/s : cuma! mengharapakan untuk yg seterusnya.

dush!

this is sincere from ♥ ,

juliana binti abdul kadir

sehari bersama

2010-07-02T10:25:00.002+08:00

kami :D

location : jusco (kayu nasi kandar at ampang)

hehe :D

sempat bergamba bersama sebentar bersama cik Yatie.

hari pink sedunia..

jumaat hari penghulu hari.

sejenak terpikir akan kehadiran ramadan.

tabah menghadapi.

.27.07.07.♥

~~my lated mum mish her damn much!~~

biasa yang selalu

2010-06-27T13:58:00.002+08:00

hari²

hari ni :

- keluar jam 10 am.(berseorangan)

-menuju ke Jj (sarapan pagi NL)

-jam 12 ku menuju ke KLCC ( layan wayang Toy stOry)

-Wayang bermula jam 1.20pm.

-masih awl ku menuju ke kinokuniya. menjelajah mencari ilmu.

-Jam 1.20 pm ku turun kerana wayang sudah bermula.

-bersulam kan pop corn caremel ku melangkah.

-jam 3.30 wayang tamat.

-pulang-

d moral of story is hari ni ku berseorangan.

gila!

masa

2010-06-26T11:05:00.001+08:00

masa

wah ari nih ku hanya membuang masa.

da la masa tu emas. emas pun belum tntu leh jadi masa.

perh! ngarut suda.

hari ni bermacam brmain d dlm kepala.

ke mana suda diri nak jejak kan kaki.

hem..sambil menaep ku mendegar sebuah lagu lagu dar OST sinderela warkah bau.

layan..dgn penuh emosional..haha! mmg ler terbaek.

seketika terkenang fuh! da lama ku tidak hadirkan diri ke opis setiap sbtu.

a miracle. haha! (kene suh mmg la baru jln) hahhaahaha!

in mind mind :- workin' karok or menghabeskan masa berjalan. tp masa itu emas. haih! what ever.

stop talk about it.

sebentar lagi tgk lah cam mna. hati kecil ku kuat mengata kan karok.

but suddently it's change to wayang.

"karate kid"

but after karate kid i'll watch a movie eclipse will depart on 8 July 2010.

i'll wait and see and watch and bla..bla..

*beast master my fav.*

i luv the boy character.

fall in love.

ahha!

yesterday i'm goin' out with my sista.

cari komek..giler! ku suda tertarik komek kartun tp in malay version.

haha! but i'll try to merge it one day.

da la ku susa nk layan buku..mean xleh duk diam kan.

haha!

p/s : don't forget to visit izah. mara die kt ktorg. hhi.

done!

hilanglah

2010-06-25T14:13:00.000+08:00

wah gila.

ape nih.

ape nak wat.

rase cam kosong d benak hati nih.

huhuhu..

kembali.kembali.

harini serius no plan.

lari suda segala.

donno why.

haha!

**I*

to plan

2010-06-22T17:17:00.004+08:00

untuk hari esok

* updated*
whoa! the best things is this is my 'flavour' favourite cake.
indulgence cake secret recipe
nyummii!

today everthings goin' like usual.

work.lunch.rest.home

wiky. xsabar nak tnggu hari esok.

hari ni ku d ofis sedang merancang kan sesuatu buat lady boss.

almaklum la birthday beliau genap 23 June.

so untuk membalas jasa dan memperingati hari lahir beliau kami cuba merancangkan parti secara kecilan.

d harap segala nya berjalan dengan penuh lancar.

amin :D

muhammad faheem

2010-06-16T16:28:00.000+08:00

my nephew :D

faheem.

luv him. luv all.

2010-06-16T16:25:00.002+08:00

with my sista

bersukaria bersama adik + beradik

with sharah

2010-06-16T16:09:00.000+08:00

sista sharah

on sista aisha weedin' :D

all d besh!

and wish a happy life forever.